>>81764650You seriously gotta go outside and make some friends Op. I recommend looking online for things that you enjoy doing, Like biking, hiking, gardening, wood working , What ever you enjoy doing as a hobby there's clubs for adults who enjoy the same things. Go to one of these clubs enjoy doing what you like and just be you. Bet you unless your really strange and weird some one comes up and strikes a conversation with you and over time you become friends.. Vtubers are fine to pass the time when your board or theres crap on tv.. but don't wast your money on them. Thats like going to a bar and tipping the hot bartender a shit load of money in hoped she gos on a date with you.. Never gonna happen.. and if it dose its never gonna work out.. So please go check for a club and go join one.. Hope this helps..