>Depressed
>Watch depressing stuff
>Makes me even more depressed
>Keep doing it

>>81764843 (OP)
What's the end goal here anon?

>>81764855
I'm not sure. I think I am trying to warm myself up to roping subconsciously or looking for media I relate to. Maybe it's both.

>>81764843 (OP)
What do u watch anon share it here I wanna feel something I'm literally empty

>>81764976
Texhnolyze, Jin Roh, and Grave of the Fireflies should do it. I'm watching Edgerunners right now and it's kind of shit.

>>81764859
Ik it feels comforting to relate to those things, but why not try and actually get better? In the end wouldnt being happy long term feel better than having tons of small moments of comfort?

>>81764843 (OP)
Anon what do u do how old are u ,u seem like a weeb tho

>>81765005
>but why not try and actually get better?
Happiness is something reserved for better people.
>>81765040
I am in my twenties. I work a gas station job because my degree isn't worth anything now.

>>81765064
I dont think theres such a thing as good and bad ppl. If youve made bad decisions or something in the past or even if ur currently making them, that doesnt label u as entirely bad. Everybody deserves to be happy and have good lives. U shouldnt drown urself in depression bc u dont deserve that. Nobody does even if they make bad choices. Also u said ur degree isnt worth anything now what does that mean?

>>81765129
>Everybody deserves to be happy and have good lives
Not me.
>Also u said ur degree isnt worth anything now what does that mean?
My degree is in an industry that is in the process of collapsing in on itself. No jobs unless you're senior level.

>>81765146
U need to be confident in urself. However bad u think of urself is all in ur head, its never too late to reflect and become better. And not sure what industry ur talking abt, but im sure u could work around this and find a better job. U said ur in ur 20s so i wouldnt think its too late to change course all together?

>>81765241
This world isn't worth trying things for anymore.

>>81765283
Dont think so negatively. I know theres a lot of bad things going on right now especially in America, but before things get any worse than they r now u should be happy and make the best of what u have going on. Surround urself by nice ppl, go out more, pick up new hobbies, ik it might seem hard to have the energy or will to do anything but I promise its so worth it.

>>81765410
>Surround urself by nice ppl
This doesn't turn out how you think. Being around happy people is miserable if you are not happy yourself. You can never be genuine about your unhappiness or they will gradually isolate you. It is not fun, it is not worth doing.
>go out more
Nothing out there to do without lots of money.
>pick up new hobbies
Money.

>>81765485
Well what I meant by nice ppl was more like supportive ones I guess. Ive also had ppl distance themselves from me for talking abt my feelings but thats just bc I wasnt with the right friends. I know this is kind of an obvious idea, but if u havent already, have u thought of therapy? The way u view the world and others is honestly really sad to hear, and talking to a professional and learning some healthy coping skills would definitely help. First sessions r usually free, insurance sometimes covers it entirely, and if in person doesnt feel comfortable for u theres always online? You dont necessarily need tons of money to start new things, you can start drawing, photography, working out, and lots of other things without spending much of anything. I dont mean to be rude at all but I think the reason ur blaming that on money is bc u just dont feel encouraged enough to do things.

>>81765593
Supportive and kind people are an extremely rare thing, not something you just stumble upon. And if you do stumble on one, the time with them is often short since the entire reason they're so nice in the first place is because they are also fucked up and probably leaving this world sooner rather than later. I'd know this from experience with them.
>therapy
A meme. I've dealt with professionals already. They're robbers who pretend to be your friend for an hour every week for a price.

>>81765653
Haha ur honestly right abt the therapy thing I stopped seeing mine after like 4 sessions cus she was honestly an idiot. Finding actual friends after high school is a lot harder than I thought then by the way ur explaining it. Still tho I hope u can find some real ones yo. U seem real asf lol.

>>81764843 (OP)
I feel u anon this hopelessness is dreadful
I will kill myself tonight I'm fed up from the flames so jumping is the only choice

>>81765742
Yeah. Life after school is a very lonely, cold, and unfulfilling thing. Everyone you know in school will scatter into the wind before long, if you don't do it yourself and move for work.
>Still tho I hope u can find some real ones yo. U seem real asf lol.
Thanks, enjoy life while it is still warm and good.
>>81765805
You really intend to go out? What was the final straw?

>>81765818
Yeah man , just here cause I felt sense of home here neet loser and parents told me to die and even before their proclaimation I was contemplating suicide its peace feels the best choice to me . Everyone is so fucking petty and selfish they just spam same things fucking normiee