I really, really, really want to look like a woman. I would kill for a chance to look like picrel. I tried everything to cope with this feeling, I went to gym, I got a gf, I tried styling myself more masculine but despite all that my want for a feminine body only grew. Should I bite the bullet and take hrt while I am still young and kinda androgynous looking?

>>81765567 (OP)
You will never look like a woman, no matter how many pills you take or how many surgeries you get.

>>81765567 (OP)
Yeah, you should probably take HRT. If you can afford therapy, maybe talk it out with a therapist first? If not, just bite the bullet I guess.

>>81765567 (OP)
Go on steroids you dumb nigga, you have low t. Also you're addicted to porn. Go cold turkey on that.

>>81765567 (OP)
i will never get ftms. imagine looking like that, pinnacle of human perfection and aesthetics, and ending up mutilating yourself in order to become a bald manlet.

>>81765567 (OP)
>>81765614
Here's what you do, you act like a MTF troon to befriend FTM troon(s), whenever you get to go to her place, you steal her T meds and use them to bulk. Also, stop masturbating; it unironically helps build up T. You will get hornier, but you have try to get through it. Masturbating every now and then to relieve a bit of stress is fine, but try not to do it more than twice a month.

Also, if you want a reality check on what being a woman is like, lurk in women's spaces. You will hear all sorts of things that will make the idea of becoming a woman less appealing. The only benefit is the "female hive mind" as some incels put it. Basically, women have a support network where every woman is societally pressured to "support" each other emotionally. However, it is all superficial and is actually just a way for women to justify bad behavior.