I'm just barely out of highschool and I already feel like my life is over. I have no desire to work and no desire for further education even though I'll be homeless if I don't pursue both.
I have never had a meaningful relationship, and I am completely hobbyless besides listening to sad music, occasionally writing, and accruing more knowledge about history and trying to create my own ideals regarding metaphysical and philisophical concepts. What do I do? Where do I even go from here? I feel empty.

>>81765932 (OP)
>highschool
nigga go away

>>81765932 (OP)
treat your depression anon

shit will take over your life if it goes ignored

Yeah whatever you'll become less insane when you're like 22

>>81765932 (OP)
>Where do I even go from here? I feel empty.
It doesn't get any better