>>81766178 (OP)>how did your life change when you realized you're hot/desirable as hell to women?Nope. Still incel.
In the 15 years where I was a hermit and baldceled, I never got unpaid pussy.
Since turning 35, I started to get more likes and matches.
Part of that was the latter-pandemic 'correction', before it went to shit again.
Although this summer, I've had about seven 'chances' to get laid; but they all ghosted me, or had red flags.
I feel like I am getting closer, but also that it's impossible not to fuck these chances up, or the woman will flake.
Women seem to infer I am somehow sexy or fuckable, but I have never gotten the true confirmation of a fuck.
As for my life, I am trapped as a NEET hermit forever. The only variable is whether or not I can get an unpaid fuck before 40.