What's the point of trying to get a gf if women can sense some "sadness" coming from me that gives women the ick? It's not like I'm totally down in the dumps, but too many foids have this mentality where after speaking to me and finding out I'm not some golden retriever stereotype (unless I'm on some kind of drugs like magic mushrooms) they can sense a bit of sad in me and it immediately gives them the ick. Anyone else have this kind of experience? I have had several close family members abruptly die early in my life and honestly the majority of my life has been unstable, quite abusive, completely isolated and I have have had minimal confidence in myself. Sure I am confident now and could theoretically get a gf by being quite normie passing, but I just don't know. Women will virtue signal their taste in men as diverse yet always demand the same abuse chad stereotype who to other guys comes off as an angry little douchebag, and fyi they're almost entirely like that because when they were little boys they got their asses beat. This thought and feeling has also kind of tainted my ability and confidence in talking to women as well. Any robots understand the feeling?

>>81771298 (OP)
nah i dont speak to women
im also sad but i dont have a good reason like you
i would have thought that in cases like yours it would be attractive to women, in an 'i can fix him' way.

>>81771298 (OP)
You need to start gaslighting these women Anon. IMMEDIATELY

>>81771298 (OP)
Sadness doesn't give you the ick, it makes you sad. That's why people avoid you, nobody wants free depression.

I remember one of the first foids that led me on would constantly speak about her mom who had cancer so I felt comfortable enough to open up about my abusive father. She stopped talking to me the next day. I was such a dumb little fag lolol