>>81771579 (OP)I act and look weird, although I don't think I'm ugly per se. I don't have much in common with women my age. Still, old women love me in a grandmotherly way though, so it's not like I'm a bad person. Also doesn't help I'm not white and I don't seem to fit a type. I'm not nerdy/athletic/musical enough, but I do dabble in all of them.