i hope in my next life i am reincarnated as a pretty east asian girl
>>81782342 (OP)she wasnt reincarnated into that body, her daddy paid tens of thousands to get that face done up.
>>81782342 (OP)why asian girl? you can be white and look pretty without makeup, this girl probably looks like a silent hill monster
>>81782355no, thank god. white and english
>>81782357then i hope i am reincarnated as an asian girl with the same circumstances
>>81782372>why asianbecause i think east asians (japanese, certain chinese, koreans, etc) are prettier than most white girls. but i would also settle for a white girl
>girlbecause i cannot be a pretty boy and e-whore. our clothes also suck balls
>>81782395white girls with east asian aesthetic are pretty cute
>>81782342 (OP)you will be reborn into some AI mogul's harem and then killed when the peasant men decide to murder him
it has be prophesized
>>81782538but they insist on being orange and dressing/acting like nigger whores
I moved here because, well, I had to leave the USA, but I picked Thailand because I always had a thing for Asian girls, you know? And when I got here, oh I was like kid in a candystore. If you've got money, no attachments, nothing to do- I started partying, it got wild.
I was picking up girls every night, always different ones; petite ones, chubby ones, older ones, sometimes multiple ladies at night. I was out of control, I became insatiable, and, you know, after about a thousand nights like that, you start to lose it. I started to wonder: Where am I going with this? Why do I feel this need to fuck all these women? What is desire? The form of this cute Asian girl, why does it have such a grip on me? Because she's the opposite of me? Is she gonna complete me in some way? I realized I could fuck a million women, I'd still never be satisfied- maybe what I really want is to be one of these Asian girls.
So, one night, I took home some girl who turned out to be a ladyboy, which I'd done before, but this time, instead of fucking the ladyboy, the ladyboy fucked me, and It was kind of magical. And I got in my head, what I really wanted was to be one of these Asian girls getting fucked by me, and to feel that.
So, I put out an ad looking for a white guy my age to come over and fuck me, got a guy that looked a lot like me. Then, I put on some lingerie and perfume, made myself look like one of these girls and I thought: I look pretty hot. And then this guy came over and railed the shit out of me, then I got addicted to that- some nights, three, four guys would come over and rail the shit out of me. Some I even had to pay, and at the same time, I'd hire an Asian girl who would just sit there and watch the whole thing. I'd look in her eyes while some guy is fucking me, and I'd think: "I am her and I'm fucking me."
>>81782342 (OP)>i hope in my next life i am reincarnated as a pretty east asian girlIdk if next lives are real so I hope somehow technology can make it possible to turn into one in this one
Where does it come from? Why are some of us attracted to the opposite form and some of us the same? Sex is a poetic act, it's a metaphor; a metaphor for what? Are we are our forms? Am I a middle-aged white guy on the inside, too? Or inside, could I be an Asian girl? I guess I was trying to fuck my way to the answer, then I realized, I gotta stop the drugs, the girls (males), trying to be a girl. I got into Buddhism, which is all about spirit versus form, detaching from self, getting off the never-ending carousel of lust and suffering. Being sober isn't so hard, being celibate, though, I still miss that bussy, man.
>>81782342 (OP)if im still alive by the time you hit 18 in that life, will you date me?
>>81782630i would also take this, but not in a creepy old man way
>>81782638maybe. depends. not if you're indian
>>81782538Knowing this board, OP is probably an AGP male... how do white guys with east asian aesthetic look though?
>>81782395is that picture yours?
if so, i would consider your words to be false, because if you are that good looking, there is no reason for you to want to be an asian girl
>>81782342 (OP)I'd go maximum waifu cuteness by appearance then be a crass jerk that uses foul language and gets into bar fights just to keep everyone guessing
>>81782662You probably have to be a pretty twinkish prettyboy to get it.
>>81782342 (OP)You would hate faggots like yourself ironically
>>81782656>i would also take this, but not in a creepy old man wayIf you change someone's body to the point where there's no way of identifying their former self does it really matter
>>81782395She's mega cute, any sources? Reminds me of this twitter girl I used to know desu