She said she couldn't date a patient, then when I pressed her on it she claimed was married(I know she isn't I stalked her to the parking lot and tracked her license plate its registered to her which doesn't make sense if she had a husband) and then she told me to talk to the other receptionist in the future because she can't interact with me anymore. I don't think I can ever go back there; my therapist brought it up during my session and said it was highly inappropriate because she complained. It took all my willpower not to cry right there. He knows how depressed and lonely I've been so it kinda killed all my motivation to hear him tell me to fuck off for trying to break out of my shell. Anyway I just wish I had an asian gf I could groom into a princess. She looked pretty average so I thought maybe I had a chance. Guess not lol. Also she had tattoos so I know she's not a virgin but I was willing to develop a crush on her anyway because I'm that lonely. Blew up in my face I guess. Sigh.

>>81785969 (OP)
Don't shit where you eat or something like that

>>81785969 (OP)
How about we each work on not being a cunt towards each other and we will see how things get better

don't stalk people you frothing retard, kill yourself instead

>>81785969 (OP)
They can't date patients it's a bona fide actual thing. This doesn't seem something that you can't hash out by talking it out with your therapist and telling him you genuinley didn't mean to make her complain. Maybe even be more honest like you are here and they can guide you on why you want to make asian women look like princesses. We all shit anon. She is probably no less or more of a "woman" in incel sense than a white girl is.

>>81786015
>>81786006
>>81786003

OP is a dumbass but his essay seems genuine, like he truly just doesn't want to be alone and took his chances with it. He doesn't seem bad. Just not used to how to act while feeling this way. Cry to them if you want too. Just tell them you don't know how to guide yourself out. Be honest like you have been here.

>>81785969 (OP)
damn OP i wanna be you friend tell me more about your life stories

>>81786032
This reply is a lot kinder than I expected or deserve anon, thank you. I think it might be possible to patch things up with my therapist but probably not with the girl. I don't know I just feel too ashamed to ever face her again. I'll probably call him and ask for a referral to a new therapist to avoid the awkwardness. I hope he understands if I dogeza over the phone and insist I was just trying to not die a virgin.
I don't think telling him about my feelings towards asian women would be helpful though, he's asian himself and I'm white so it might piss him off.

>>81786059
please dont discuss your asian fetish with your therapist.

>>81786059
Honestly. I feel like they got to see more of the root of your issues than any new / future therapists will when they view your case. You didn't do anything too absurd right? You asked her out and insisted a little? What'd you say specifically

>>81785969 (OP)
u sound like a virgin incel loser lol

>>81785969 (OP)
By being here you should already know the greatness of the Blackpill, the god of the new world, you should take the absolute truth more seriuously.

>>81785969 (OP)
How the fuck do you track someone from their license plate?
Don't do those things anon, people will perceive you as a creep like is being shown on this thread. But I think you just liked a girl and she didn't like you and that's fine, women are bitches and if you ask them out and they don't like you they don't ever wanna talk with you again. And it sounds like you dodged a bullet anyways because she had tattoos.

>>81786070
If my therapist was an attractive asian milf I'd seriously consider it even though it might get me arrested. I don't think there's any reason to ever tell other men about your fetishes though, that's weird.

>>81786088
When she checked me in I was just like
>hey I've been coming here for a while and I always feel a bit happy when I see you here. I don't know how else to say this but would you like to go to the zoo with me or something one day?
She gave an awkward deer-in-headlights smile and then said
>I can't date patients...sorry
and I was like
>but you're not the doctor, are you sure?
and she then said
>actually I'm married, sorry
and I just went
>"oh..."
and walked off to sit down. Then after my session I went back to the receptionist to book my next session and she said to not talk to her anymore because her "husband" wouldn't like it. She seemed like she was really upset so I didn't say anything and just said ok and they had the older boomer lady receptionist take over. The old lady kinda had a very disappointed or exasperated demeanor the whole time so I'm sure she was aware of what happened. She didn't bring it up though so after that I left, waited for my mom to pick me up, and cried in bed when I got home.

>>81786142
Every state has free license plate lookup websites

>>81786177
Women are demons and men are vulnerable cute souls modern dating is a constant humiliation ritual
Don't beat yourself over anon you did nothing wrong

>>81786003
>don't try to date women at the places where you encounter them
where the FUCK are you supposed to meet them then

>>81786177
You didn't do anything wrong. And i'm going to give you the dumb incel response but it works here. I think she didn't like how you looked, (obviously). And she has it in her head that every white awkward guy is a rapist or a shoot shooter so you made her scared. Why would she complain about that?

>>81785969 (OP)
>I tried asking out the receptionist at my therapist's office.
Why would you do that? There's no way you didn't know that would be retarded and inappropriate. This entire affair is self sabotage or something.

>>81786260
on hinge, bumble, or tinder, stupid chud

>>81785969 (OP)
>abg makeup
why would you wanna look like the neighborhood whore who has 5 stds?

>>81786557
>neighborhood whore who has 5 stds?
because only bitter women and incels think that about someone purely by their makeup. abg's are every white guy's kryptonite.

>>81786101
Fucking genius right here

>>81785969 (OP)
>Attractive woman puts on makeup
>"See anyone can look good"
I feel bad for femcels.

>>81786685
Femcels are just lazy honestly. I've never met a woman that couldn't look good with makeup. Unless she's extremely obese or elderly. Even women in their 40's can look good with makeup, what's the excuse of 20 year old foids? Just lose weight and follow makeup tutorials and any woman can be at least a 6. Men have no such luck sadly. Probably why fembots have no empathy for robots, it's just a totally different existence.

>>81785969 (OP)
Damn, you probably scared the shit out of that girl lol. What's wrong with you, anon?

>>81786731
I just don't wanna die alone I guess my mistake was not just accepting my fate...

I know this isn't real but still I'm just gonna pretend it is and say, you need to kys immediately

>>81786731
why the fuck would asking out scare women? did he do it with a giant blood covered hook for a hand?

>>81786568
bugchaser cuck

>>81786831
Because he's a mental health patient and he was pushy.

>>81785969 (OP)
The left (and imagining no tattoos) is much more attractive

>>81786003
or however the burger is flipped o algo

>>81785969 (OP)
did he literally tell you to fuck off or did he kindly explain you can't do that?
if it's the former i think it's time to seriously consider showing him your tard-rage, anon.

>>81786889
nah he said that can't happen and I can't be a patient there anymore if I make her uncomfortable again. didn't literally say "fuck off" he was just very frustrated with me. he asked why I thought it was okay and I tried to explain myself but eventually started just nodding along to get the conversation over with. I'm really bad at dealing with confrontation.

>>81786897
your therapist is probably fucking her and was mad you went near his meat.
in all seriousness he sounds unprofessional, and a fuckass at that. he's supposed to understand and tackle your problems, and he just nods to you like you're some retarded child.
you just wanted companionship, and he should understand that. no offense anon, but i know you wouldn't be posting here if you had love.
is he a liberal or gay or something? he seems like a beard oil feminist cuck guy from how you describe him. i hope you aren't paying this guy a lot.