I miss him so much
sometimes I miss a girl but when I think about my bro it hurts on another level
Me too anon... me too...
Wish I had always picked up the phone even if I was depressed and didn't want to talk.
All that's left are the memories, regrets of ways I could have been a better friend, survivor's guilt, a gaping space of absence that can't be filled, and everything they ever could have been.
I hope you can overcome your hurt over time anon, or at least have it hurt a little less.
>>81791869 (OP)Same anon, I wish my bro hadn't gotten too deep into substances and alcohol, shattered all of his dreams out of his own obligation, having a weak will crushes you
>>81792044Damn... sounds exactly like how I used to be, yet for some reason I'm the one alive. I wonder if back then when I was like that and all my friends were still here if they viewed me like you view your bro. Shit that's tragic to think about, anyway, I hope he gets his shit together someday.