I don't care about being loved anymore. I just want to die.

>>81792058 (OP)
i want a fembot adult virgin wife to me get her naked on a sofa and her feet where i got into her cunt holes with my mouth kissing kissing soft on her clit who smells clean the fembot wife is clean on the sofa and moans when i put my dick into her soft asshole moaning so she is horny about my penis and body when i kiss her on her face cause she is pretty

>>81792113
I hope you find her, ruby. I give up. I don't want to leave my room or take care of myself anymore. I don't see the point to anything.

>>81792058 (OP)
>pic
i've stopped caring and reaching out to folks
grew up in neglect so naturally i developed a saviour complex but when i'm the one down in the gutter, no one reached out to me

i fell sick one time in middle school, high fever, mom told me to take some painkillers and just sleep it off but WHEN MY FUCKING BROTHER GOT SICK, SHE FUCKING MADE HIM SOUP, TUCKED HIM INTO BED, AND STAYED BY HIS SIDE
>I just want to die.
don't, live out of spite instead

>>81792058 (OP)
I know this feeling, those I love don't care anyways. I'll never be happy again.

>>81792058 (OP)
>I don't care about being loved anymore. I just want to die.
how the fuck are you not able to find love as a woman. you either:
have a subconscious bias towards dark triad men and these men will make you miserable long term. just find a genuinely good person
or you are mean and nag way too much.
either way both are your fault

>>81792211
>grew up in neglect so naturally i developed a saviour complex
Oh that's how it works? That explains a lot about me lmao
>HEN MY FUCKING BROTHER GOT SICK, SHE FUCKING MADE HIM SOUP, TUCKED HIM INTO BED, AND STAYED BY HIS SIDE
its just how it goes man i feel like life never reciprocated my acts of kindness

>>81793638
>explains a lot
a canon event for folks like us is that at one point it just *clicks* that you can't save everyone - some people, you just gotta leave them in the gutter
>reciprocal kindness
wrong mindset - you dont get what you deserve, you have to TAKE what you think you deserve

kindness is a sham nowadays, modern folks are inherently evil and their idea of a relationship is transactional

>>81793672
you might be the last kind person in the planet anon lets get in a gay switch relationship and feel true love

>>81793688
i'd love that but i genuinely dont believe in e-dating/ldr
and i've got issues too, might be bpd but i never got diagnosed, but hey, the surprise makes it fun

>>81793713
we can open the relationship we dont have to be fucking each other kek
i just think youre the type of person id want next to me while we grow if you were being truthful
>and i've got issues too, might be bpd but i never got diagnosed
i dont mind working these out if youre willing to improve healing takes time and help

>>81793753
you're sweet, anon but i'm neither american nor european, anon - it won't work
>i just think youre the type of person id want next to me while we grow if you were being truthful
heres to you getting another me irl
and i am being truthful, like right now, i'm writing this with a sort of *confused anger* in my heart - might be mood swings, might not - i dont even know what i'm angry at

>>81793801
>you're sweet, anon but i'm neither american nor european, anon - it won't work
where from

>>81793809
asia
its like 5.45am right now

i'm going to make coffee, go jogging at daybreak, and go to bed

>>81793830
oof thats tough anon i wish you well

>>81793838
likewise
>you might be the last kind person in the planet
if what you said is true, then God's got a sick sense of humour putting me in the most degenerate place on Earth

>>81793619
Having a pussy isn't a magic card that makes your live automatically easy and full of love. You perception is warped from not interacting with actual live women in real life

>>81793852
>in the most degenerate place on Earth
erm... thailand?

>>81793860
Never said it is but in 2025 women have access to an infinite supply of men it should be statistically impossible for a woman to not eventually find a happy long term... unless shes the one at fault

>>81793866
i was talking about the region as a whole but yeah, you're warm
every country here has its fair share of snakes and since the majority is based on confucian/chinese ideals, they're all *very* materialistic

like I said, transactional relationships
karma implies do good, get good
down here its do good, get fucked over

>>81793860
Dating is harder for men than women, no amount of gaslighting will ever change my mind when there's statistical evidence backing this up. The problem with wahmen is that they're profoundly retarded and typically stick around with men that treat them like shit.

You want a boyfriend? Be fit, go on dating apps, or go anywhere in public, unironically be yourself and I guarantee some dude will accept your date. Oh bohoo men just want to fuck you? Then be smarter and choose better men, retard.

>>81793880
Are you retarded? Women don't have access to an unlimited supply of men. Just because they can summon dick at will doesn't mean they can get a meaningful relationship. You say 2025 as if modern times doesn't have the largest number of single women alive ever

>>81793860
date me i'm looking to get married

>>81793938
I'll show you a meaningful relationship whore I'm gonna flood you with love bitch I'm not here for sex I'm here for the long game

STOP FIGHTIIIIING, WE ARE ALL ROBOTS EVEN THE GIRLS

>>81794217
they gotta earn the robot rank witht heir bodies

>>81793913
That's Southeast Asia for you