I'm just gonna say it. Anyone that says some retarded shit like, "Oh, it's easy to kill yourself." They're a retarded fucking normie.Or some shit like, "oh, if you really wanted to kill yourself, you would just do it."These people clearly never, ever actually tried to fucking kill themselves. They clearly never actually dealt with depression or wanted to kill themselves. They clearly never, ever, ever did, because anyone that actually did would know just how immensely fucking difficult and impossible it is to fucking kill yourself. Dear God, if I had a fucking gun, I would shoot myself. I cannot make that any more clear than this

>>81799493 (OP)
I loved the *zen* moment that washes over you right as you're about to do it
like the mind's last effort to free you of sorts - empties the brain before you blow it haha

>>81799493 (OP)
>if i...
sounds like you don't want to actually die and are just an attention whore

>>81799547
Well, I wouldn't know because if I ever actually just, you know, could do it, you know, I would, you know? honestly, it's like, I just, I hate this world. I hate it. I hate being this human thing. I hate being alive. I hate being conscious. I just don't like it. Honest to God, next time it gets cold where I live, I'm going to douse myself in ice water and just get naked outside in the middle of the night in the woods and I'm just going to freeze to death over the course of of about four hours. Next time it gets cold where I live it it time to die lol

>>81799603
Go back to Facebook or Reddit, you absolute normie trash.You might as well be going up to a person complaining that they have a nail in their foot and saying, "oh, you just want attention. You just want attention because you have a problem and you're trying to get other people to help your problem." Why are you so starved for attention that you get so frustrated every time anyone makes a single post, huh? Why do you get so frustrated and annoyed at the idea of anyone else getting any modicum of "attention"? I'll tell you why. Because maybe when you were a kid, you didn't actually get enough attention, and so now, you go around to other people whenever they, you know, Do stuff like, you know, ask basic fucking questions, and you flip the fuck out because you interpret that as other people getting attention, which, of course, you need all of. So don't worry, baby. I'll look at you, and I'll pay attention to you, Mr. Baby Man. Okay? I'm looking at you, I'm looking at you, I'm paying attention to you, I'm paying attention to you, okay? Is that good? Is that what you need? Can the other adults actually talk to each other for a moment, or do we all have to pay attention to you forever and ever?Do you have your fill of attention yet, anon?Are other people allowed to talk about anything other than you yet?

>>81799493 (OP)
Killing yourself is easy OP, I did it once.

>>81799619
Damn, anon, sorry to hear that
Maybe venting here would help?

>>81800179
Nothing to be sorry about, its just i look at this world, at life, and i just fucking hate it, god i hate it

>>81799650
Weakest Bait Taken Award!

>>81799493 (OP)
agreed, the chances of ending up disabled and paralyzed are higher than actually dying

>>81799619
you just need a hug, man

>>81799493 (OP)
Americans have it easy guns can kill others and yourself it's a win win

>>81800495
i have a proximity disorder and will literally violently painfully spasm on contact with flesh ha ha, i can never hug without it being very painful! i cant hold hands!! i never did and never will lol! i need to, and im going to, blast my face off with a shotgun, ha ha!

>>81800597
face your fears, start off by hugging your cat/dog

>>81800621
Exposure therapy literally does not work at all anon because Its not a fear, its a physical nervous system issue, ill wake up vomiting if an animal brushes up against me in sleep, its not fear based at all. I literally can not touch other people, i have issues touching plants anon, i get sick from touching a leaf for instance, like falling down gonna vomit level, ha ha. Again, its not fear based, purely physical, Also i hate animals and dont like touching them ew.

>>81800661
>natural selection at work
sorry anon, we're all playing poker here - some of us got good hands, some bad, but yours might be the worse

i'm not going to say anything else
i just hope you find your peace, anon

>>81800672
its okay because i dont like touching people anywaysm why would i? it makes me feel so fucking sick