>>81799517 (OP)Though I'd always been incel, aside from a handful of escorts, I got fully Black Pilled when I was almost 30. Met a woman at a work course, who slipped me a note at the end of the day to keep in touch. She later casually dropped that she was gay. FML. Turned out I was too autist to work all along, so I went back to a second decade of NEETdom. This limits my chances severely.
Got likes and matches on the fuck apps, despite being a bald manlet, but I never got to have sex with any. Barely get convos and something always goes wrong. Started to get more attention after turning 35, and again this summer, but got ghosted by a few older women. Had a few red flag ones I gave up on.
Sometimes get stared at, but they never speak. Got smiled at in the park a few times, but never any conversation or willingness from a foid. I have small talk with barmaids occasionally, but never anything substantial. I did compliment a MILF barmaid on some hotpants she wore when it was hot. She said she was wearing trousers that day and I said that was a shame. Then small-talk about the summer heat. I'm sure that will never lead anywhere.
TFW not even old women will take me to bed and fuck this misery and anxiety out of me.
