>>81800054 (OP)theres something very wrong with me that makes me incapable of caring/giving a fuck about everything and everyone
i've tried my best to "fix" it but honestly, the more I try to participate in modern society, the more I realize I hate what modern society has become
People are not good to each other, anon
People don't know what they want, all they do is consume and destroy everything and each other
I've decided to be retreat in a way, by truly being myself, my uncaring self, but still I feel alive
Only thing that gets me out of bed now is spite