I wish I wasn't such an obsessive person, all it does is hurt me, is my obsession at least cute?

I miss her ;_;

>>81803378 (OP)
if she finds your obsession only cute it's because you're her narcissistic supply. I loved a bpdemon and her obsession with me was cute but also sad. I'd cry alot about it and it made me feel a deep responsibility towards her.

>>81803429
she did told me several times my obsession was cute but she was also obsessed with me

>>81803496
oh yeah you're her narcissistic supply then. if she was obsessed with you, she would've stayed.

>>81803378 (OP)
do you think you're autistic?
it could be limerence
you don't love her, your brain just attaches positive emotions to her existence and your inability to properly regulate eventually causes your interest to develop into obsession
try picturing her doing gross things until you don't find her attractive anymore
it's worth it for your mental health's sake

>>81803513
>if she was obsessed with you, she would've stayed.
;_; I guess you're right
>>81803541
I do love her but it might also be related to what you're talking about, I'm not sure if I'm autistic, I've never been diagnosed