>>81803651 (OP) I don't have a goal age but I would accept it even if it happened today, genuinely don't feel much of a difference, If I'll start to get pains or other health issues when I get older I will probably just kill myself, I'm 26.
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:18:01 PM No.81803729
>>81803651 (OP) the thing about aging is that it happens so slow that you adapt gradually so that it doesnt feel as sudden. im in my late 20s so 30 doesnt seem all that scary, i think the real pain starts when you hit middle age like 40-50, especially if you havent started a family, and after that point it seems you just start to fall apart. i dont really want to get old either and wouldnt have a problem with dying around late 40s early 50s
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:18:22 PM No.81803733
>>81803651 (OP) killing myself at the start of next year lol
>>81803651 (OP) Currently 29, it's all so tiresome. Checking out too early would destroy my parents though, I don't want to put them through that.
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:26:23 PM No.81803799
>>81803791 this he says on the defeatist loser board, curious
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:26:49 PM No.81803804
>>81803791 Ok, how? :) Huh? Oh you just...expect me to magically be able to die on my own, and will arrest me and imprison me if i try to kms? Oh.........
Anonymous
7/12/2025, 8:26:57 PM No.81803807
>>81803651 (OP) my target age has been 29 since i was 19. i tried to suicide but ended up in the hospital, so i told myself i will try again before i turn 30 because thats old.
>>81803651 (OP) turning 26 in a few months. i've had set ages that i told myself i would kill myself at, and i passed them all. i understand that i will probably never kill myself, but my life is a horrible one. constant suffering, separation, and isolation. i don't see myself doing this for much longer, but i know i will.