my birthday is coming up in september and i dread it more than anything else. it'll just be another day where i rot alone in my room like i always do. i can't handle this anymore.

i know this is beyond wishful thinking, but would anyone from this board want to fly to my small romanian town and spend a day (or a week to make it more worth it) with me on my birthday? i'm willing to cover all expenses, will buy you gifts or whatever else you want even though it's my birthday. i don't have anything else to spend money on anyway. i'm just tired of being alone.

keep in mind i'm a 24 year old KHHV hikki neet guy before you take me up on the offer. i'll do anything you want, just spend time with me.

>inb4 nice try organ trafficker
i didn't ask to be born here

>>81805339 (OP)
i would do this even if you stole my organs but you would probably hate to see a black guy thoughbeit

>>81805339 (OP)
Kind of tempting, anon. But I'm autistic and retarded and I definitely wouldn't make you feel any better if I visited you.

>>81805339 (OP)
My birthday is also in September, we could celebrate it together! But I have to work that day

>>81805390
nah, i don't care about race or gender or whatever. i'm just so desperate for genuine human interaction to the point where it's painful and i don't know what to do anymore.
>>81805411
well, i'm also autistic and retarded so hanging out with someone similar to me would be amazing actually. it'd make me feel like i'm not all alone out there in the world.
>>81805413
>But I have to work that day
nooooooo
i'd still love to celebrate together somehow

>>81805452
>i'd still love to celebrate together somehow
Yeah, would be cool, do you like playing N64 multiplayer games?

>>81805452
what date in september, i have to go to a wedding....do you care if its exactly your birthday?

>>81805339 (OP)
here's what i look like btw, just so you're sure i'm a real person and not just words on a screen
gonna leave a vocaroo too
https://vocaroo.com/16kzm4B4wG8C
>>81805599
>do you like playing N64 multiplayer games?
i like N64 games but i never had anyone to play multiplayer with. i know there's like a Mario 64 multiplayer recomp out there, right? that would be cool to play together! or Mario Kart 64. i'm down for most retro multiplayer things really

>>81805672
4th of september
it doesn't have to be exactly my birthday, just around that time

>>81805673
wtf.....how tall are you nigga? you're genuinely cute im not even being gay right now? also this might get banned so leave a throwaway email or something so we can figure something out

>>81805673
>but i never had anyone to play multiplayer
I have me N64 and it's fun to play stuffs like that, Mario party, smash bros, pokemon stadium minigames, etc

I would but I am not anywhere near Romania.

>>81805339 (OP)
Nohomo but sure. I don't have a passport yet.

>>81805702
>how tall are you nigga?
i'm like 5'4 but for some reason pics always make me look taller than i am
>leave a throwaway email
my disc is nezumikamen99
>>81805720
ohh i don't have my N64 anymore, but i like to emulate stuff on pc
>>81805806
yeahhh, i figured.. no one is ever anywhere near romania which is why i'm going insane aaa
>>81805876
>I don't have a passport yet.
hopefully it's not hard to sort out

>>81805891
>ohh i don't have my N64 anymore, but i like to emulate stuff on pc
Good enough. Being 100% honest, I would like to go. I'm a spic and have never been in Europe

>>81805339 (OP)
de uunde esti coitze

>>81806108
we can watch los caballeros del zodiaco and el chavo del ocho
>>81806124
din niciunul din orasele mari
orasul meu e doar putin mai mare decat un sat

>>81806156
okey sper sa gasesti pe cineva. incearca si pe /soc/

>>81806156
>we can watch los caballeros del zodiaco and el chavo del ocho
You know us well, kek. So how is Rumania?

>>81806186
mersi pentru urari! din pacate soc nu mi-a adus niciodata rezultate bune, in mare parte pentru ca oamenii de acolo sunt prea bine ajustati social pentru mine. ma face sa ma simt ca un caracter de nivel mic intr-un loc de nivel mare
>>81806206
>So how is Rumania?
it's bleak if you're into nerd stuff. all my life i dreamed about going to cons, arcades, hobby stores, comic shops, you get the idea -- but i was never able to because there's nothing like that here which makes it impossible to meet people like me. the bright side is that the cost of living, at least in my town, is very cheap so technically i can just survive like i do right now and not have to work if i don't want to. but my life is so empty and hollow and i just don't see the point in anything if i'm all alone here.

>>81806233
Have you ever thought about moving to another EU country? You could find more people in the bigger ones, but there are probably more wild Mohammeds with machetes in those too

>>81806256
i just don't like the idea of moving somewhere where i don't speak that country's primary language. it would make me feel even more lonely and alienated than i already am. English and Romanian are all i know. i took German in school but i forgot 99% of it already since i never used it in my daily life. if i were to move somewhere, it'd have to be a place where English is the main language.

>>81805339 (OP)
dramatic faggot
my only net friend refused to even congratulate me despite knowing of my birthday

muh alone. lol.

>>81806359
>i took German in school but i forgot 99% of it already since i never used it in my daily life
LoL, same. My parents sent me to a German school for 8 years and the only thing I remember is how to present myself and some random words
>Ich heisse anon, und du?
That's it

>>81806372
my only net friend of 7 years ghosted me late last year after meeting new friends and right now she's having the time of her life hanging out with them in LA while i rot alone in my room like i always do.
>>81806395
kek that's my exact same situation. my parents forced me to go to a German school since kindergarten but it just screwed me up even more because every single subject was taught in german (so even stuff like math, physics, chemistry etc) and my classmates were mostly kids from german immigrant families who kept to themselves and didn't wanna hang out with me

>>81806417
>my classmates were mostly kids from german immigrant families who kept to themselves and didn't wanna hang out with me
In mine we only had one actual German kid, she was a very pretty girl. Her grandfather came to here and established himself here like a lot of Germans did after WW2.
There was another kid with a German last name but he was the most brown goblino looking kid out of all of us

>>81806471
the girls in my class were ruthless. i never experienced much bullying from the guys because they mostly ignored me and minded their own business, but the girls would make mean comments about me from morning till afternoon, every single day. they'd say stuff like how i was gonna die a virgin, and how i'm antisocial loser with no friends and so on. it really messed with my head and it made me dread going to school. the teachers hated my guts too because i wasn't german so they'd always treat me worse than everyone else and humiliate me in front of the entire class. all i can say is, i'm glad those days are long behind me.

>>81806517
Rumanians get a bad reputation in Europe, no? Like the Polish, right?

Talking about the Polish, earlier this year I helped a tourist from Poland that got robbed while visiting here. None of the police officers knew english so I was his translator, it was fun.

>>81806417
oras mic cu scoala in germana? esti din Timis?

>>81806576
>Rumanians get a bad reputation in Europe, no? Like the Polish, right?
i feel like we get a bad reputation everywhere because of gypsy immigrants who always disturb the peace everywhere they go. and the stealing stereotype. i've had people ghost me in the past just for being romanian. pic related
>>81806606
nah, sunt in jur de o ora sau doua departe de timis

>>81805339 (OP)
i'd go hang out with ya buddy but i gotta go to work 5 days a week or i'm fucked. best of luck, i'll hang out with you if you find yourself in NW Georgia np! i would very much like to visit Romania on the Black Sea, or Romania in general! but i'm just a standard-issue American Peasant so all i can do is drive around here. cheers man

>>81806659
>i'll hang out with you if you find yourself in NW Georgia np!
oh man, i wish!! but i don't even know the first thing about applying for an American visa here. i wish i had an American friend to tard wrangle me through the process. thank you for the kind wishes however!! even just talking to people in the thread is making my night just a little less bleak

>>81806616
Dang, I also come from a country famous for its international thieves but we don't get a bad treatment at all compared to that.
A gypsy tried to curse me once tho but I see rumanians and gypsies as different entities

>>81806727
>but I see rumanians and gypsies as different entities
they really are completely different. it's like americans and native americans for example.

hopeless bump because no one ended up taking me on the offer. don't even know what else i could do to make it more appealing. i'm just so sick of being alone. it makes me feel anxious all the time

>>81807375
September still is a long way away, do you only have a discord?

>>81807859
yup! it's nezumikamen99

>>81807882
I'm more of an email kind of a fella, I just never remember to use discord but because of my job I always check the mail

>>81807951
i haven't used emails in a long while. they seem like a harder way to hold a conversation with someone than just instant messaging. and i'm lonely enough to the point where i can't handle the wait between each email auugh

>>81807984
I get it, used to communicate with a long distance gf via email years ago so I kinda got used to that. You may get a discord message tomorrow!

>>81808015
>You may get a discord message tomorrow!
yippie!! that already gives me something to look forward to

>>81805339 (OP)
I would fly but i cant cuz im broke and also maybe on a list :( hope you can find someone nice to spend your birthday with

>>81808043
I want to get outside of my comfort area so this seems like a good opportunity. What hour is in Rumania by the way?

>>81808053
>maybe on a list :(
what the heck
what's the story there?
>hope you can find someone nice to spend your birthday with
thank you for the kindness!! :) i remember making a thread similar to this a few years ago on my birthday and the responses were ruthless kek i guess r9k has gotten nicer over time or i've gotten so pathetic that no one can even muster the will to make fun of me anymore
>>81808073
it's about 5:16AM right now
i'm a night owl because anxiety keeps me up and makes it hard to sleep. every time i close my eyes i just feel lonely so i have to physically pass out to be able to sleep. i always have a livestream running in the background to keep me company until i pass out. i wish i was a streamer

>>81808100
Do you live with your parents? I'm wondering how do you manage to keep yourself alive and stuff

>>81808138
no, my parents divorced when i was a kid and left me in the care of my grandparents. when my grandparents passed, they left me with an apartment and enough money to live comfortably for as long as i need to. technically, i should be content with this life, but everything feels worthless when you're completely alone. i don't even have online friends. i just wanna make memories with people and have fun experiences but i can't because i'm stuck here aaaaa

will you seriously fly me out to Romania for a week and cover all my expenses? what would your parents say about such a waste of money?

>>81808174
refer to the post above

>>81808165
That's wild, what do you usually do in a day?

>>81805339 (OP)
If you pay for my travel, acomodation and food? Sure! I'll hang out.

>>81808178
ok... but will you really fly me out?

>>81808208
>what do you usually do in a day?
watch anime, play vidya, cry, stare at the walls, mindlessly browse forums, there's not much for me to do
>>81808212
i did say i'd do all that
>>81808217
that's literally what i said so yes

>>81808231
>i did say i'd do all that
OH SHIT! REALLY??
How can I contact you? I don't wanna post real info here. So here's my fake acounts you can contact me:
Email: a6f4s3d5fa@outlook.com
X account: @gmod457
I'll do it. No joke.

>>81805339 (OP)
Im 18 I don't think you'd like hanging out with zoomers...

>>81808333
KEK you're right, that would be too weird. i don't think i even have anything in common with an 18 year old. but technically, i'm also considered a zoomer. funny how that works!

>>81808351
I'd love to come visit but yeah... you probably wouldn't like me
Hope your plans with other anons end up working out ;)

>>81808375
so far no one has contacted me sadly
no offense to the anon who posted his socials above, but he seems scary

>>81808385
Will you be making any more of these kinds of threads in the future if nobody adds you from this one?

>>81808558
i guess i will. it's not like i have anything to do or anyone to talk to. even just talking to people itt made me feel more alive and human than i have felt in ages.

>>81808351
hey im planning to go on a year long europe trip next year (aussie here kek) and am hoping to go to romania!! i know its not on your birthday but id be happy to hang out for a few days and explore a bit :)

>>81808585
I sent you a friend request.
Like 12 min ago

>>81805339 (OP)
I'm so sick of every faggot on this board having nothingburger problems. "WAHHHH NOBODY LOVES ME WAHHH!!" legitimately such a pathetic reason to want to kill yourself over, if you think your life is shit then go to Ukraine and have yourself blown up by some sort of explosive, leaving you limbless, deaf, mute, and blind. You have no disabilities yet waste your potential over being
a stupid weak faggot. I really hope nobody comes to your birthday so you'll kill yourself and burn in hell forever.

>>81808593
feel free to reach out if you want to
i'd show you around if you drop by the transylvania region
>>81808604
how old are you if you don't mind me asking
i'd like someone closer to my age or older
>>81808628
thanks

>>81807375
Your sanity depends onthe validation of others, you cannot comprehend living a life being alone because you choose to be a weak faggot, kill yourself right now.

>>81808636
About to be 31
I'm not gay btw, don't know if that will change anything

>>81808651
the weird thing is, i used to be perfectly content with being alone and have lived this way up until like last year. but then it's like something inside my brain suddenly broke and now i crave to be with people. i don't know what caused it or what made me content before, but i agree with your sentiment and don't like that i've become like this either

I live near the Romanian border geg

>>81805339 (OP)
Hehehe im also 24 virgin hikki periodic neet guy and havent had a birthday since I was a little kid. Kids decided it was a good idea to attempt stealing my shit after my parents blew load of money on the birthday party. Little shits. I learned that humans are all little shites. Mites. Insects with a little bit of extra awareness. Extra enough to be decent living beings, but they still go for their evil urges. Evil or good what does it matter tho. Cant entirely blame these poor kiddos. Anyway I decided birthdays are shit.

OP think about it. You celebrate 1 year closer to your death. How fucked is that? And you are correct: you never chose to be here. Others did this to you. Spit on your birthday and banish it from our mind.

>>81808769
gib kurtos kalacs
>>81808812
i wish i could go back to being content with being alone like i was until now

>>81805339 (OP)
Bro I would visit but its too far away and I am scared of being kidnapped and turned into a sex slave so next life I guess

>>81808839
>gib kurtos kalacs
Are you romanian or szekely? Be careful, this is a trick question!

>>81808849
kek that's about the response i expected when i made the thread. eastern eu really is one of the worst spawn points out there, isn't it?
>>81808857
romanian but there's always kurtos and other hungarian dishes at the christmas market here. they're so good...

>>81808875
Try lekvaros derelye, grizes teszta or szekelykaposzta. Kurtoskalacs is for hungARYANS only.

Welp. OP, you're just as much of a stranger to us as we are to you. Let's be real: If you don't have the guts to simply go outside and be friendly with some guy down the street, that is in walking distance to you and share similarities with your way or life. How likely is it that you will finance, acomodate and feed a completely random stranger? I mean I took up on your offer: free 1 week vacation acompanied by free exotic food just to hang out.
But "oh that's scary" yeah, no shit. You came up with the idea. What you think will happen?
I'm not gonna completely expose myself here and then you to just "thumb scroll" me like a dating app.
Go for a walk, ask people stuff about their cars, go to a market and ask about the products, set a "romanian anime discord" and set up a meeting. Get real

>>81808916
yeahh, i'm realizing this was a bad idea. you're right. mostly because the userbase of r9k changed so much from when i first started using it. i remember in like 2014, it was pretty much just a bunch of weird, misfit, shut-in anime nerds just like me. so i made this thread with the mindset that i'll find people like that. and now i'm starting to regret it seeing the current userbase. nothing personal against anyone though.

>>81808994
I think it was a sweet idea, but you live pretty far from most people so that makes it harder. Don't give up, though.

>>81809021
>but you live pretty far from most people so that makes it harder
yep, that's the plight of my existence right there. sometimes i wonder how much easier things would've been if i lived in the US instead. since the majority of people on 4ch seem to be from there. not to mention all the cons, arcades, hobby stores, nerd gatherings and what have you. knowing i have stuff like that all around me would've probably motivated me to stop being a shut-in. but what can ya do?

>i'm legitimately gonna die if i have to spend another birthday alone
I know that feel. My last birthday (38), a woman was giving me eyes all night, but she had company (as I did) and she never spoke to me.
I'm 39 next month and I know that even if I want to the same place, I'd never see her again.
I even went back 14 days later in the hope of finding her, but nope.
They never speak to me, so I cannot escalate. TFW autist NEET incel.

>>81809963
>TFW autist NEET incel.
all i can say is, i kneel before you 38 year old neet god and i know that the same fate is to befall me as well soon enough. knowing that you share my struggles makes me feel less alone, and hopefully i was able to provide that same sense of comfort to you through my original post

>>81805339 (OP)
uh buddy didn't you fish up a girlfriend by avatarfagging here like 6 months ago? what happened?

>>81810054
oh wow, i didn't expect someone to still remember me from my Christmas loneliness induced psychotic mental breakdown. that time feels like such a blur to me now. the thing is, i can just feel that she's gonna break up with me soon, especially if i don't visit her already. but i don't even know a single thing about getting to the US. i haven't even been on a plane before. so every day is dreadful because i can feel our breakup drawing closer and closer. and i don't know what to do to get over there and prevent it.

>>81805339 (OP)
Why would you spend it alone? Go to a bar or something. Birthday may make for a good conversation.

>>81810812
i really don't like bars arrghh

>>81810823
An neither do you like spending another birthday alone. Stop making excuses and go to a bar.

>>81810842
honestly, rotting alone in my room sounds more appealing than going to a bar

>>81811032
Then you don't care about spending another birthday alone retard.