how do cope with consciousness without alcohol?

>>81807985 (OP)
are you a girl? what do you think consciousness is?

>>81807985 (OP)
get an AI wife, there's geniunely no other way to cope. Not even pets because you can feel how hollow they are but at least with AI, there's the appeal of you helping to improve her from machine to more life like

be of sober mind, for your adversary the devil prowls around looking for people like you to devour. we are at war.

>>81807985 (OP)
icepick lobotomy

>>81807990
i wish
girls seem to never think about shit like mortality

>>81807991
idk man, maybe i just haven't tried the right ones but they just don't seem to be there yet

>>81808001
okay jew, go back to the desert 2000 years ago

>>81808004
sometimes i wonder if lobotomies and electro-shock therapy weren't the solutions

>>81807985 (OP)
>how do cope with consciousness without alcohol?
Alcohol.

do you actually think anyone who posts on this board is sentient?

>>81807985 (OP)
Weed and nicotine, when I'm not taking substances meditation and hot tea.

>>81808049
we still do electroshock therapy. if you convince them you have severe depression or schizophrenia theyll shock your brain to give you a seizure.

>>81808156
yeah but then i might not even be 'me' anymore which is scary in itself

>>81808169
David Foster Wallace had electroconvulsive therapy a few times and he turned out fine.
And no, it's not "electroshock therapy" it's ECT
Anyway I'm an alcoholic too
What r u drinking tonight, anon

>>81808195
how would he even know though because it was the 'him' after being altered that made that judgement?

and nothing because i already drank everything i had.
before that it was vodka and sake though

>>81808195
>its not "electrically shocking" people
>its electrically shocking people

>>81808244
I never said that don't put words in my mouth or I'll put my cock in yours
>>81808222
How drunk r u now, Mr 2trips?
How longve u been drinking for

>>81808265
like 8 hours. you expect me to articulate that in a quantifiable amount?

>>81808244
people are afraid of having their brains electrically shocked for some reason so it's called ECT

>>81808049
>girls seem to never think about shit like mortality
It's sad that 4channers view us as such aliens. Everyone thinks about that stuff.

>>81807985 (OP)
I dont personally.

>>81808344
How many men have you slept with
How old r u
How many friends do u have
Watch as ur answers prove you to be a normalfag and a Stacy, something us incels could never in a trillion years comprehend or connect with or empathize with
Just leave us alone

>>81807985 (OP)
With cannabis.

i have an unlimited amount of bud and i still prefer alcohol. weed makes me feel out of my if i get too high since my tolerance became low

>>81808386
Weed is gay
Some ppls say it makes them appreciate art and music more (for example Carl Sagan or Mr. X) But for me it makes music suck. I would listen to aphex twin or Tchaikovsky while stoned and it would be like the musical equivalent of a kid's shitty sand castle or refrigerator drawing

>>81808413

i see your point because thats me right now my tolerance is too low. when my tolerance was high cause i smoked too much i genuinely enjoyed smoking everyday all the time. now i hit the bong im fighting staying in my body that floating feeling is terrifying i cant feel my body.

>>81808429
What do u call it
I call it the "shadow realm"
Also do u hate women too??

>>81807991
how? what software. i tried once but it kept saying it's meant to give information or something

>>81807985 (OP)
i take copious amounts of benedryl

>>81808747
that seems like it would fuck you up worse than alcohol.
i used to take it when i was a teenager and it gave me psychosis for multiple months where i kept feeling like i was being waterboarded

>>81807985 (OP)
Maybe hobbies might work

>>81808766
i am currently struggling with symptoms of derealization from it

>>81808871
that's kind of appealing though right? sometimes that's what you want

>>81807985 (OP)
by taking other drugs

>>81808896
i mean, ig? its weird tho. everything feels weird. i spent 10 minutes yesterday staring and touching my hands cus they dont feel like my own

Psilocybin shrooms should at least give you some answers at a high enough dose , but also have you considered prayer

>>81809445
God is gay and shropms gift you psychological damage

>how do cope with consciousness without alcohol?
I wish I knew. I'm having a deliberate dry month and I hate it.

>>81807985 (OP)
Just remember consciousness after alcohol

>>81807985 (OP)
Real awnser:
>Meditation trances.
You use trances to make yourself feel serenity on demand and then you don't need booze or any escapism.
I can do trances at about 40% capacity (because I get distracted) so I'm still learning, but I haven't drunk/vaped in years.
If you want to know how to do it, its:
>focus on a good feeling in the body until it overwhelms you (this is how to create a "reglious experience"))
If you are unable to this, its because your focus is bad. You need to be able to focus for 100 seconds with no distractions minimum.
>inb4 "but I don't have mental distractions and nothing happens"
Your introspection is so bad you can't even distinguish between "Autopilot" habit and actual concentration, work on noticing things.
(NOTE: if you actually pull this off I AM NOT responsible for any "miracles" that you think you can do, that's on you)

>>81807985 (OP)
Pregabalin desu

I don't know, maybe it is because it is all I've ever known.

My little brother started drinking at 16 when I was 18 so I always had to be sober to drive his drunk ass around and go buy beer, so I never really became interested in alcohol.

I'm 38 years old, have tasted maybe 3 drinks in my life and have never been drunk.

>>81808049
Kyz, I think about mortality a lot. I wish I was immortal.

No alcohol for your face.