>30 yo virgin
>shut in for large chunks of my life, spent ungodly amount of time on 4chan in formative years because I didn't know how to socialize otherwise
>isolation / loneliness made me pretty much give up on life at multiple points
>fast forward to now
>somehow meet girl online (dating app of all places)
>great personality, similar interests, genuinely nice person who wants to do nice things for me
>I try to be really honest with her and she seems to accept all my quirks, faults, loser qualities
>qt, virgin / inexperienced like I am
>helps me get out of my shell, actually going outside and doing things
I never really post here anymore. I guess I just wanted to drop a hopepost. I really thought my life was over many times, but meeting her really did change everything. Don't give up bros

I almost had this a few times with some older women, but they all ghosted me before I could meet and fuck them.
If they don't go silent anyway, I just wear them down with my autism and incel insecurity. I wish a woman would actually stay the course.
Some had red flags of their own, one I actually got to meet, but she insta-rejected me over my home, which I'd warned her was not the best.
Getting some willing pussy for once in my life would 'cure' at least some of my neuroses. Feels bad, man.

>>81809624 (OP)
Unfortunately I'm not some oofy doofy chubby white dude. Enjoy man

I don't like your story but it just serves to keep people coping and thinking that their one in a million chance is coming. Like they say, the path to hell is paved with good intentions.

>>81809835
>I almost had this a few times with some older women, but they all ghosted me before I could meet and fuck them.
yep, same. You get your hopes up and you're let down again

>>81810041
>yep, same. You get your hopes up and you're let down again
Absolutely. Sadly, I have become used to that crushing disappointment of losing a 'chance' to escape inceldom finally. It's just numbness now.
Literally all I want is a woman who wants to fuck me a lot, and doesn't need the outdoors shit. I don't care if she's old. To creampie her is enough.

>>81809624 (OP)
But did you fuck her though? Is she your girlfriend? If not then it's not that much of a hopepost then.