I've always been obsessed with cut scars ever since I was young. Had a few female friend who'd cut over breakups.

And then it kinda derailed into an obsession with wounds and mentally unstable people. I want to lick their wound, patch it up and comfort them while knowing I'll enable them to do it again.

I've never cut myself and I never plan to but I like watching people do it. Am I fucked in the head? Should I get therapy?

>>81811210 (OP)
yeah, it means you dont actually care for people and you treat them like pornography

it means you need to join the o9a

>>81811229
I'm not into cultshit doebeit. Unless I'm the leader then it's... debatable

>>81811210 (OP)
The bpd part of me wants to marry you. I don't know about therapy. I have a couple screws lose but like that part of me.

>>81811210 (OP)
id slice for you anon

>>81811898
Nah, you don't. I'm pretty fucked in general. I'll hurt you more than I'm worth...

>>81811924
Drop contact then if you want. I could probably make an alt for you

>>81811993
>I'm pretty fucked in general.
in what ways?

>I'll hurt you
selling point

>>81812006
my email is spergbot@proton.me

>>81812071
I'm a manipulative and weird. I try to be as normal as I can though. But again, I like seeing people getting harmed so I'm not a good person

>>81812119
I imagine most people are fake. I have whole 2nd persona around other people.

Why do you call yourself weird? Are you a fujoshi or something?

>>81812172
I have a 2nd normal girl persona, of course. This is the only place I feel like I can be myself.

>fujoshi
Nah, I'm worse. A mild gurofag and pretty into cannibalism and all sorta things.

>>81812194
>mild gurofag and pretty into cannibalism
guro isn't too weird in my eyes. I like doujinshi where girls cut up guys. Anything with stockholm syndrome makes it better.

Cannibalism is interesting one for sure. Is it like a more hardcore gore thing or is specifically eating humans the appeal?

Any others you're willing to share?

>>81812270
I like girls cutting up guys too, it's pretty hot. Also for the cannibalism part, it's probably the "consuming" aspect.

I want to make someone my own forever and ever.

Hmmm, what else? I've wrote weird self-fanfics where I cut off someone's leg so they can never run from me...

>>81811210 (OP)
i used to cut a lot. now i am really obsessed with blood, and other peoples blood. one of my most romantic fantasies is me and another person cutting and then letting the blood exchange from physically contacting them. if only.
i almost relapsed on cutting yesterday after about a year.

>>81811210 (OP)
you are Mikan Tsumiki (but male)

>>81812304
Toga my beloved I would lose to her and let her drink as much of my blood as she wanted

>>81812314
I'm a foid doebeit. Also what is she like? Pretty cute design. I should do a cosplay of her

>>81812320
she's my waifu these days for the aforementioned reasons. but we can share her x)

>>81812304
Toga is pretty hot and also based fantasy. Nothing is more romantic than an exchange in blood.

>>81812296
>it's probably the "consuming" aspect.
Do you like vore then?

>I want to make someone my own forever and ever.
Are you a fan of double suicide?

were you one of those people that pretended to be ghoul after tokyo ghoul aired?

Writing self-fanfics is peak female gooner behavior. :)

>>81812342
Nah, not really into vore as a whole. I like eating pieces by pieces.

>were you one of those people that pretended to be ghoul after tokyo ghoul aired?
... Maybe. Juuzou my beloved and still loves him.

>Are you a fan of double suicide?
I enjoy living but also enjoy listening to suicidal people and why they want to do it

>>81812324
She is a the ultimate nurse from danganronpa. She herself is weak and was bullied so she learned to bandage her own wounds and then discovered there are people even weaker than her, and she loves to take care of them as they have to listen to her and are grateful for her help and at her mercy. it's implied she'd like to keep them that way forever. She has a very cool design for cosplays!
If you're a girl, you'll actually have a harder time as a lot less men cut, and those are real nutcases. What about nail scratches? I'd let my gf scratch me as much as she wants, I think that's intimate and kinda romantic. Bites too.

>>81812396
>she herself is weak and was bullied
Oh... I relate to her. A lot. I was like her at one point but I started changing myself in HS and now im more on the "attractive" side. Though I don't really feel a connection to people after all that anymore. I was hit on many times but you can see how that ended up because I'm still on 4chan lol.

>you'll actually have a harder time as a lot less men cut
Unfortunately, a girl can never win. I'd probably be fine with minor injuries but that wouldn't scratch the itch in me I think.

>>81812354
>Juuzou
I would still hack myself to bits Rize.

>enjoy living
a shame. hottest thing I ever read was about a couple cutting each other's wrists and making love till they bleed out together.

>enjoy listening to suicidal people
maybe one day I trauma dump for you

Got any game recommendations?

>>81812509
Uhh, probably library of ruina. The gameplay is kinda a snooze but the story and worldbuilding was really interest. I loved the grim reality.

>>81812537
I've played lobotomy corporation by the same dev. I'll throw it on the wishlist.

Have played coffin of andy and leyley or saya no uta? Both have cannibalism.

>>81812606
Saya no Uta is my favorite VN ever and I even wrote a fanfic of it with me in fuminori's place and a male saya...

Damn, really brought me back to the past.

Coffin though, I also played it because incest is based and andrew is hot.

>>81812628
most incest is cringe but sibling incest with small age difference and obsessive/yandere/switch tendencies is absolute peak

>>81812628
I loved Ashley. I want someone as possessive as her.

Do you have a brother?

I work in 4 hours and need sleep.
Hit me up if wanna talk again.
ryugaalt@protonmail.com

>>81812761
I'm an only child lmao. But sure, I'll hit you up.