>be me
>suffer catastrophic brain tumor as a kid, lose all childhood memories
>haven't been the same since
>remaining teenage years is dotted with trauma and poor choices
>ffw to today
>In 3 year long relationship. I don't know how to love
>mental health starts deteriorating, relapse, start lying and intentionally getting worse
>relationship falls apart
>end up in psych ward, lie the entire time
>still not better

>mfw she was the only one who cared
>mfw she was the only one who loved me despite my hundreds of flaws
>mfw it's all my fault

what do I do. I've stopped caring for myself and lost all interest in the few hobbies I enjoyed. I have no social life other than the occasional hookups with the most unattractive men. and I actually can't stand men after dating a girl for so long

every time I'm in a relationship all I can do is lie and fake love because I don't know how to. all I can do to cope is to get worse because of how comforting it is to be at rock bottom

do I just end it all before the nukes drop

>>81814473 (OP)
nah don't kys or anything anon soon time will heal you just try to move on

>>81814473 (OP)
Most lonely robot. Pls kys normalnigger.

>>81814473 (OP)
sorry i have no sympathy for lesbians. you should just resign to becoming some rich asshole 33th sex slave wife

>>81814473 (OP)
Kill yourself lesbian, you are more worst than a faggot, please end ur life.

>>81814556
yea but literally why. like my bad for stealing the hot bitches?

>>81814473 (OP)
dykes deserve no love
it's all your fault lmao
but don't kill yourself
lie in the bed you made
that'll be much funnier,
for me at least

>>81814473 (OP)
Oh look. Another narcissist that can't stop lying

>>81814597
i'm just jelly and hate women my hate for lez shits is like my hatred for women multiplied by 2
which is a lot

>>81814473 (OP)
My butch broke up with me recently so I get it. Dont worry nona shit may suck now but it gets easier each day.

>>81814597
>like my bad for stealing the hot bitches
Any other lesbo you "steal" is actually a big plus for all the sane men out there
Like a climber planting the biggest red flag on mount everest visible all the way down.
Enjoy your dyke partner and the statistically significant chances of either of you getting beat and/or ultimately divorced/leaving each other (84% lmao)

>>81814473 (OP)
>God tries to correct his mistake by sending a brain tumor into thw homo
>Worthless fedora tipping atheist doctors interfere with God's plan
>Faggot OP is forced to continue living a doomed existence destined for hellfore when if they had died as a child from the tumor they would have at least ended up in purgatory

Damn OP medical science really screwed you over. I'll be praying for you. Its not too late to accept Jesus as your Lord and savior and stop lying.

>>81814611
They really do think that of they just keep lying that no one will ever figure them out. They never learned that their true self that they are so ashamed of is not nearly as bad as the false self and endless lies they tell. I could almost pity them if they didn't insist on doing it to themselves.

>>81814625
it's all ok anon. I forgive you anon. I still love you, deep down I know you harbor love in your heart, no matter what you have been influenced by in the past

>>81814671
Moids cannot feel love lets not forget that nona.

>>81814684
And lezbos can?
Looking at how the vast majority of your relationships end up, I'd rather bet on Holden.

>>81814705
lez out maybe and youll see

>>81814684
you're so right I totally forgot we should totally kiss
>>81814705
on any dating app men like you are the the most dry, miserable, and desperate sex-craving apes. poor moid hasn't experienced the love, whimsy, warmth, and joy of a lesbo relationship

>>81814671
>deep down I know you harbor love in your heart,
yeah i know... i turned so bitter as time went on though. :(
but if you have sex you are worthy of my hatred

>>81814756
corny discordian faggot, you are an underage egirl
.Why are you here, dumb whore is tryna get groomed. Does ur life suck that bad?

>>81814684
Shut up, dummy dumb dumb face

>>81814473 (OP)
I am sorry to hear that. People who become your entire reason to better yourself or live deciding to abandon you is life ruining. I too know this well.

>>81814756
>on any dating app
If this is how you get into your relationships, it explains a lot lmao.
Dating apps are filled with the most desperate of the bunch, both sexes.

>the love, whimsy, warmth, and joy of a lesbo relationship
Just using (you) as an example, is all this "love whimsy and joy" just some other poor dyke dealing with a mentally ill whore?
Also, why are your relationships the most abusive statistically? Doesn't sound very whimsical to me.

>>81814775
it's ok anon, I understand your hatred. It'll be okay. you still have time to turn your life around, you still have time to better yourself and to grow. you will get hot bitches and you will get laid.
No matter how much you hate me, I'm rooting for you anon

>>81814473 (OP)
>do you forward girls who hit rock bottom twice a week
I don't get it