I remember when my third grade teacher told my mom that she suspected I was on the autism spectrum and then my mom fucking cried.

for me it was

>getting made fun of in preschool for something or other, can't remember what but I remember they all laughing at me.
>fucking up an art project in 1st grade and teacher shaking her head, then my fucked up art project on the wall outside the classroom while everyone else's was done right.
>someone telling a girl I liked her and then her fake vomiting in 3rd or 4th.
>mom screaming at me for getting a B in 5th grade. As were expected, always.
>getting beat in the chess club back in 6th grade, then throwing a tantrum about it enough to get kicked out of the chess club.
>being alone while everyone talked to their friends at lunch in 7th or 8th grade.
>getting rejected hard when I finally asked out the girl I liked back in 10th grade, so much she asked a couple of her male friends to threaten me. Which they did so bad I started crying.
>walking at graduation and everyone snicking instead of cheering like they were for everyone else.

>>81815570
>getting rejected hard when I finally asked out the girl I liked back in 10th grade, so much she asked a couple of her male friends to threaten me. Which they did so bad I started crying.

what did you say to her?

>>81816643
Good morning ma'am you're kindly beautiful

>>81815482 (OP)
In 7th grade my PE class did this football tournament thing with like 8 teams and that was going to be that week's activity. The team captains were chosen and they started picking the players for the teams, and out of the 150 or so people in that class I was literally the dead last person to be chosen (technically I wasn't even chosen at all, I was just assigned to the next team after the second to last person was picked). I didn't struggle all too much with self esteem issues before that point but my self esteem was irrevocably fucked after that day.