why haven't you anons killed yourself yet?

me personally only because of my girlfriend and fomo of some stuff i enjoy, if i didnt have these, i think i wouldve done it already as i have nothing going for me in life as im a neet, etc

>>81816763 (OP)
it's what jews would want me to do

>>81816763 (OP)
In true procrastinating fashion I've put it off for over a decade now and still keep making excuses to keep going

Scared of the pain, FOMO and the fact that once I'm dead I cannot do anything or enjoy anything (duh). But yep, sometimes I feel like I should die

>>81816763 (OP)
MAYBE I CAN HAVE A BF ONE DAY AHAHAHAHHA

itt faggot with tranny faggot "girlfriend" larping
you probably never met too

>>81816763 (OP)
>me personally only because of my girlfriend
KEK amazing bait here's your (you) anon

>>81816820
go on grindr tranner

>>81817028
im not trans im literally just a hideous guy lol lol lol its so over for me

>>81817001
no i genuinely have a girlfriend, but nice ragebait anon it maybe could've worked on someone else
>>81817015
0/10 ragebait, atleast the other guy tried

>>81817060
go on grindr
its that easy stop pretending you have it as bad as hetero men

>>81817092
bro-
im extremely ugly

>>81816763 (OP)
I'll just get rerolled into being an Indian or a spic or something
End up with a fresh set of attachments to some dumb bitch who got knocked up by some piece of shit
I'll take my chance at finding peace in this life on my own terms.

>>81817132
i wanna know how you look like anon can you add me on discord

>>81817155
heh am not going to humiliating myself for you today sorry

>>81816763 (OP)
There is no afterlife and, if you aren't in permanent crippling pain, to end that limited spark of life prematurely with the knowledge that there is no nothing afterwards is downright retarded.

>>81816763 (OP)
>why haven't you anons killed yourself yet?
I just can't do that to my loved ones. Even if I won't be here to see them suffer I just can't put them through that.
But I want to die so fucking bad.
I think about it constantly at this point, each and every day.
I don't just think about it, I want it. I want it in the same way I used to want new video games or to hang out with friends.
It's become a deeper craving. A net positive that sits just outside my reach.

I don't want to be here. I don't want to be anywhere. I don't want to participate in life anymore. I'm done.

>>81816763 (OP)
Too pussy to kill myself yet. Maybe I will do it soon idk.

>>81817166
no i swear i want to help you anon because i feel bad if youre a gay guy going through what straight men do
i think gay men were blessed by being gay i really want to help you bro

>>81816763 (OP)
Idk why but mainly I just want to get away from everyone. Burning bridges really. All I have left is one IRL friend.

I am completely convinced that some combination of catastrophic climate change, world war, economic collapse, rouge A.I., unforseen natural disasters, etc are going to doom humanity. I am staying alive because I want to see how bad things will get. And so far I have not been disappointed. If things ever got sufficiently bad to the point where death was imminent for me regardless I might consider blowing my brains out with a shotgun. But until then its a morbid fascination with the world that keeps me going.

Because if the world wants me dead, it'll have to kill me itself.

>>81817263
same, the only people i really talk to is my one friend, my girlfriend and sometimes my family but im not really close with my family so i dont think it counts. if i could i would like to disapear from everyone who knows me life, with them not remembering me at all and just move somewhere far away, alone.

>>81817230
if you like gay men so much why dont you just marry one

I'm a coward but I 'tried' once when I felt too down and was holding the knife over my wrist, I was scared but also everything felt utterly pointless, whether I would live or die. So I just exist now, for however long I go.

>>81816763 (OP)
some folks dont know how to live
i just dont know how to die
>drowned, woke up
>accident, survived
>anaphylactic shock, right at death's doorstep - the emt lost hope and put a DNR tag on me, still hanging around
something big is destined for me, i just know it

>>81817309
I can't even talk to my family they just feel like "people" not family anymore. IRL friend just hits me up occasionally. I sorta leave him alone for awhile since he works and has to do some bs on his off time.
I find myself not enjoying the things I liked before. Like my entire attitude towards everything is "I don't care anymore." I sorta have to fake emotions now.

>>81816763 (OP)
I don't really feel like it. To be honest I still have a lot of stuff to do in life still. Want to, y'know, have sex before I die. And maybe some drugs.

>>81816820
you need to wear fuzzy socks with prints