i just realized the impact imageboards like these have on my psyche
don't get me wrong, i've always been a freak, an outcast, a weirdo - but i know my limits, i know what to say and what not to say

the past few weeks, i've been spending more time here than i do irl and it's... it's leaking out
i gotta stop coming here, but then i'd have no social outlet and risk another mental breakdown lol

learn to hide your powerlevel and revert to normalfag speak whenever you're with family or other acquaintances. avoiding alchohol when in company is good too, whenever i get drunk i lose the ability to self-censor and start rambling like a lunatic exactly as i do here, so now i just avoid being drunk