Anyone know how it is to make love as a teenager? How one even gets a gf in HS? As a khhv in his late 20s I missed out on teenage love. I had an interaction once with this girl in hs, we were eyeing each other all the time and then one day she came up to me with a friend and her negro friend asked me instead if I like her, and I was like I'm more into your friend (the one who was eyeing me up all the time) and then girl I wanted said no I'm not into you. I was shocked and angered at the same time and later in the year she got a boyfriend who was skinny fat and shorter than me but was the same age as her (I was a year older). I never interacted or made eye contact again with her and she would even hide behind her boyfriend when I ever went past her. HS was horrible for me and college went by like it didn't even happen, never had any interactions with women in college.
>>81819360 (OP)>late 20s>still stuck thinking about highschoolyou need to see a therapist and tell them what you told us
>>81819378You need to kill yourself immediately you fucking faggot kike
yes it was all very exciting and i made lots of mistakes, and actually the girl who probably would have been the best for me out of everyone i dated in high school was the second girl that i dated for a couple of weeks. I touched her boobs and she wasn't ready for that and broke up with me the next day. I only did it because the first girl that I dated let me touch her boobs. The first one was like an emo/scene girl and had a reputation for having sex, and the second one was very nerdy and bookish, and her mom adored me because she taught me 2 years of latin and i was very polite and smart.
Dated another girl from the middle of that summer through to the spring of next year. We fought a lot, over a lot of stupid childish things, but her mom kinda abused her and her dad wasn't around, and I think she just fought with me the way her mom fights with her. Also it doesn't help that I'm very stubborn and can argue about bullshit for hours. It kinda ruined things because after we broke up I was very upset with her for a long time, and she went on the 11th grade italy trip with me, and being angry at her kind of ruined the italy trip for both of us. She confronted me on marble steps in a fancy italian hotel crying, asking why we can't be friends and I was cold to her, then I spent the rest of the trip feeling bad about that but also resentful that I saved up my own money working all summer for this trip and my ex is here guilting me. We got back together for senior year for a couple of months and had the sex we never had while dating in 10th grade. We'd both lost our virginities with other people in 11th grade but she was still great. For years after we broke up the second time, I was still convinced I was going to marry her.
After reading what all you guys wrote with your experiences I thought I would just share with you mine. When I was in elementary school, I was starting to become aware of so many things and would protect myself. And I was really good at it. For example, I noticed when a girl like the guy or a guy like a girl, even if it wasn't true that anyone like each other, you make one wrong little move and people will start yelling up and down that you like this person! You like this person! And it's like they're ostracizing you, but they're just taking every little chance to be an asshole to you, and you don't want to be singled out like that. Best to keep your stripes on if you know what I mean. Throughout elementary school and middle school I'd perfected the ways in order to keep the attention away from myself. So in high school, I didn't have any problems. And I found it dull, undistinguished. I had no enemies, no one envied me, and no one even noticed me. I lived out your days in a comfortable but unremarkable position, holding no command, and taking no risks.
And that is what I chose.
>>81819378This you should have had a bunch of relationships by now and bigger problems than high school
