Anonymous
7/14/2025, 1:31:46 AM No.81819401
one part of me wishes to reach out to the world, to love it, to cherish it, to let it in and to enjoy all of it to the fullest. its a sweet, innocent part of me that wants to pull the world in.
another part of me knows that the world offers pain, torment, and true loss that will ultimately take away from you and let it in. this part of me wishes to push the world away.
I wish i didn't have to be fraught with this conflict. I want to be pure, loving, and innocent, but the world has embittered me. It keeps hurting me any time I let it in, and I need to push it away to be safe.
how do i deal with this? do i stay bitter forever or just become innocent and let myself be hurt?
another part of me knows that the world offers pain, torment, and true loss that will ultimately take away from you and let it in. this part of me wishes to push the world away.
I wish i didn't have to be fraught with this conflict. I want to be pure, loving, and innocent, but the world has embittered me. It keeps hurting me any time I let it in, and I need to push it away to be safe.
how do i deal with this? do i stay bitter forever or just become innocent and let myself be hurt?
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