is it bad to be attracted to the idea of a fat smelly girl?

>>81820220 (OP)
I don't think you'd like them once you actually smell them.
Bad smells are bad for a reason.

I'm fat and that probably makes it even worse.

>>81820220 (OP)
I want a skinny smelly girl :3
or at least a girl that doesn't wear deodorant

>>81821311
I've literally never used deodorant except when made to as a kid on special days. I don't think it's necessary.

I consider myself smelly for a girl, but not for that reason. I don't think it makes that much of a difference (deodrant)

>>81821327
wife material!!! :3

>>81821360
Definitely not.
Idk how people even have friends, talking to some regularly sounds like crazy.

>:3
Are you a furry or what?

>>81821433
yes you are wife material you just don't want to accept it and no I'm not a furry I just like emoticons, hate that furries ruined them for everyone else

>>81821440
>hate that furries ruined them for everyone else
I don't hate furries, but I didn't think you were one. I just abused you of being one jokingly.
Don't hate furries for associating themselves with that, they can use whatever they want.
Hateful people are gross.

>>81821459
oh sorry sorry, I don't really hate them in fact I'm friends with some of them but no I'm not a furry

>>81821459
Also I associate it more with femboys... but accusing people of being a femboy isn't as funny as furry accusations.

>>81821476
>I don't really hate
good. They might be weird, but that's just cause they're different.

>>81821478
not a femboy either I just like emoticons >_<
>>81821485
yeah honestly I've never really been a hateful person not even at my edgiest

>>81821489
I didn't think you were a femboy or anything. I just lurked in a lot of discords, one of which had a bunch of REAL femboys.
Not just sexual deviants who enjoy dressing "like a girl", the ones that give real femboys a bad name.
A lot of them used emoticons.

>yeah honestly I've never really been a hateful person not even at my edgiest
I only hate myself lul

>>81821510
I used emoticons way before femboys became a thing and yeah sometimes people do think I am one, or they think I'm a girl.
>I only hate myself lul
relatable, I hate myself too haha

>>81821521
>I hate myself too haha
You shouldn't, you seem like a nice anon. A rarity here.

>>81821525
heh thanks, but I really do have a hard time liking myself, you know, low self esteem that kind of thing.

anyway, you seem nice too!

>>81821554
>but I really do have a hard time liking myself, you know, low self esteem that kind of thing.
I understand. Honestly, there's hardly any good reason to be on this site.
It makes me mental health even worse due to how blackpilling and sad it is, it might have a similar effect on you.
This is an angry and sad place, maybe stepping away from it would help you feel slightly better.

>>81821580
hm honestly the posts here don't really bother me I just ignore most of them, I mean yeah once in a while they do get to me but the damage is not permanent not yet at least, I do stop coming here from time to time, last week I didn't come here at all.
but yeah maybe I should stop coming here...I don't know it's hard for me to let go, even a terrible place like this

>>81821607
It's not necessarily that individual posts get to me, more so that because the general vibe is usually pretty bleak, I imagine that rubs off on myself

>>81821628
mmm yeah I know what you mean, but for some reason I feel like I belong here, it's hard to describe, like most people here I've been unlucky in life but I'm not too bitter about it, just really depressed but sometimes I have nice conversations with some anons (like you for example) and I dunno I just can't leave I have nowhere else to go really

>>81821640
I can't leave either lol
I feel like most people here have kinda had... issues in their life.
I can relate to that, I'm dysfunctional, so a part of me feels comfy here.
But it's also a little depressing.

I don't get how people have friends. Talking to someone regularly is a departure from the life I've lived so far.... but I come here to chat when I'm in the mood. Obviously most people aren't super conversational though.

>>81821679
I have some online friends and uh well since we are in a group chat it helps to keep the conversation going when there's multiple people but yeah one on one I rarely have anything to talk about, I was only able to talk 24/7 with my gf but yeah she's gone now....
and yeah most people here seem to have had very dysfunctional families, I know I did.

and yeah most people here aren't very conversational which kinda sucks :(

>>81821716
>I was only able to talk 24/7 with my gf but yeah she's gone now....
I'm sorry, I how you're feeling a little better now. I can't imagine committing to someone like that then having it all end.
I know things might seem bleak, but you'll find another fish in the sea. Just stay strong until then, anon.
>I have some online friends and uh well since we are in a group chat it helps to keep the conversation going when there's multiple people
That's why I lurk in servers. It's easier to talk when there's other people making things going, but I also like to try and just talk one on one sometimes... like with you lol.

I posted on soc a couple times for people to chat with when I was lonely, but I only got a few adds from the posts combined.
I probably gave too many unflattering details about myself...

>>81821738
>but you'll find another fish in the sea. Just stay strong until then, anon.
thanks... honestly I'm still very hurt so I don't think I will be ever to fall in love again, not any time soon, I have very bad abandonment issues so this really hurt me deeply, was almost traumatic even.

I try to talk kind of constantly sometimes but like you said people here are not very conversational so the convos quickly end, I never posted on soc actually. usually only post here and /v/ but that place has sucked really hard for the past few years now so I barely visit that place anymore.

>>81821784
Take your time. That's no use rushing back in to love... try take care of yourself mentally.

I really like the *idea* of /v/, but it does kinda suck. So I don't use it.
You really never posted on soc? I guess that's not that weird, it's basically a porn board desu lol

>>81821807
>try take care of yourself mentally.
yeah I'm trying, thanks!

/v/ used to be more fun even a couple of years ago now it's nothing but people complaining about games and I've lurked on soc a couple of times but never actually posted anything.

oh yeah /tv/ is fun sometimes though lately it also hasn't been very good hell I feel like 4chan as a whole hasn't been very good in the past few months, it's just people complaining now, what ever happened to comfy threads? or fun threads?

such a pity :(

>>81821844
>what ever happened to comfy threads? or fun threads?
At least this is a kinda comfy thread.
I had a nice chicken wrap today.
Very cosy and nice, yes.

>>81821878
it really is a comfy thread ^_^
I had some chicken and rice and I drank some soda, it's been a while since I had soda, I've been trying to take care of myself and yeah sugar is pretty bad for me!

man why can't all threads be nice like this one?

>>81821900
I should probably eat less. I'm kinda chubby ngl.
>soda
I've never liked soda, funnily enough.
You mean like the black stuff?
I think it's cause it looks like oil lol.

If you've never had it before, it doesn't look appetising.

>>81821938
I'm a bit chubby too though I have been losing some weight just by eating once a day and going for walks
and yeah I mean the black stuff coca cola I used to drink a lot of it when I was a teen (which is probably why I was fat back then lol) but yeah I don't drink soda very often and now when actually I found it kinda gross this time, lately I just drink a bunch of coffee instead, which actually helps me eat less because it suppresses hunger, though I wasn't really drinking coffee because of that, I just really like coffee haha

>>81821958
Nothing wrong with being a little chubby, I'm just self conscious. I feel like there's other stuff I don't really like about myself.
How do you spoiler stuff on 4chan?

>>81821958
>>81822027
I got it.
This is a sin on 4chan, but I'm brown

>>81822045
still I would like to be less chubby personally.
and um I'm also brown, I'm light skin but I mean still brown lol

>>81822051
by brown, I mean dark chocolate. You're not dark chocolate

>>81822058
I see! there's nothing wrong with that though!

>>81822066
You're supposed to be racist. *anger*

>>81822075
sorry I'm just not a racist person >_<

>>81822089
I'm kidding, I didn't think you were... at least I hoped you weren't lol.

>>81822089
If you wanna keep talking sometime, we could maybe exchange discs

>>81822152
oh sure, here's mine!

chameleon_d_4444

>>81822179
>>81822152
sorry for the late reply I had to do something real quick!