I wonder if this is a narcissistic trait or something else but I day dream scenarios all the time having super powers and fighting battles mostly influenced by dbz type powers. Depending on my mood I'm the good or bad guy and win or die or just want to massacre things and people or even sacrifice my self for good. I think it's a common thing for kids but I'm 24 and have done it since then. I wish I was smarter or had some innate motivation for my creativity but I just like to dream it.

>>81823716 (OP)
Yes sometimes when im bored at work

>>81823716 (OP)
Same, but i don't die i just win and get validation from friends

>>81823716 (OP)
im not sacrificing my life for anybody. im better than everyone.

>>81823737
almost same bruh, but I'm better than everyone

>>81823716 (OP)
i think it's a mix of suicide ideation and a desire to feel included (low self esteem).

>>81823716 (OP)
>sacrifice
no
>genocide
oh yeah

>>81823737
Fair enough. I day dream about being the good or bad guy cause it's fun and I wouldn't mind being either. Sacrificing myself in a Vegeta style way seems great though I love that trope in stories.

>>81823748
That's actually a great point and kinda fits really well for my motivation in these fantasies.

to be honest, I despise dragon balls niggers and by extension shounen fags

>>81823799
I'd probably agree with you for the most part dbz just has a nostalgic factor for me since I grew up on it. I recently just binged My Hero Academia and I had to be drunk and high as fuck to ignore all the bullshit throughout it but it still was enjoyable and the peak moments were pretty damn good.

>>81823716 (OP)
Absolutely. I imagine myself doing a Spock at the end of Wrath of Khan all the time.
I wish I had the opportunity, and the balls, to die heroically; though all I really want is to die ASAP, yet I am unable to sui.

>>81823716 (OP)
i used to, but then i worked a customer service job for a year. now i wouldnt piss on someone if they were on fire. waste of good piss imo