I miss my ex-bf that got sent to a psychward. He enabled every fucked up thing about me and I didn't even know they weren't normal back then.

Pretty cool guy actually. Just a bit too schizo. Never dated anyone after that. I should probably get into contact with him again but I wonder if he's a different person now.

Tell us in what ways you are fucked up?

>>81824023
I never wipe my ass for example

>>81824012 (OP)
How does a physco get a gf but I'm ghosted after like 2 convos?!

>>81824023
I have mild sadism, he believed he should be hurt because all he does is ruin things so we really hit it off.

We never fucked because he never had a sex drive (im still virgin) but we skipped classes and cuddled at his place for hours while watching some old school slasher movies.

He was also really big into selfharm and shit and I'd patch him up just to encourage him to do it again.

He also had a constant need for validation and I enjoyed all the attention I got as someone that grew up alone...

>>81824072
Fucking pathetic, I can only imagine he was attractive in order for you to be with such a fag.

>>81824120
Funny because I was the attractive one actually. Everyone around me asked why I kept dating him.

I actually don't know anymore. I thought it was some kind of phase I'd be over in like a year but it's been three years but I turned down everyone hitting on me.

>inb4 you are mentally ill
I know, why would I be on this board otherwise

>>81824072
What a beautiful love story op <3

>>81824205
If I can find the one, you can too. Don't give up, nonnie.

>>81824072
What kind of guy do you think will take your virginity?

>>81824308
I'm still not over him... but probably someone as damaged as him. The normal men are too boring for me now. I want someone deeply obsessed.

>>81824217
stfu you cum receptacle

>>81824362
The best way to find someone like that is to post nudes on /soc/.

>>81824396
Worst fucking advice I've read on this board... OP, don't do this

>>81824396
I'm not a whore and I made a promise so im keeping it lmao.go back to gooning to OF sluts

>>81824416
thanks for the concern anon

>>81824441
>thanks for the concern
Np. I miss my ex gf in the same way (3 yrs) but for me she left me for someone else because I screwed everything up. In a similar way I can't connect with many girls anymore, especially normies... I might just have to live alone personally

>>81824465
> In a similar way I can't connect with many girls anymore

I feel this deeply. You find someone you click with deeply and everything else after that person feels soulless. Good luck with your life, cute touhouposter.

>>81824496
I'll say this: there is still always a chance no matter how unlucky one can be. I met another girl a year after and I actually had a serious crush on her because her personality was amazing, complex, deep, etc. But she didn't want to date, because of her issues according to her.
The chances of you meeting somebody else that makes you feel that way are never zero, no matter how perfect the last person seems.
But gosh does it feel impossible at times Good luck with your life, too.

>>81824217
Y didn't u break him out of the psych ward tho do u not love him

>>81824645
I'm thinking about tracking his history again after college. Mind you, I moved to a different city for it. But I won't disturb him again if he's recovered tbqh.

>>81824441
BASED femanon, ignore the coomers, promises are important.

>>81824012 (OP)
Are you middle eastern by chance?

>muh ex bf
Die in a fire you fucking normie roastie
Stop tainting this board with your facebook tier shit