i miss my e-bf so much, feel like ive become a more bitter person and definitely sadder without him

>>81833924 (OP)
why are you no longer together

>>81833930
because he hasnt talked to me in like 75 days, if he came back i would probably want to date him again

just get another one.

>>81833924 (OP)
I have been depressed and having nightmares since my e-gf broke up with me and ghosted me.
I will cause problems.

>>81833951
>because he hasnt talked to me in like 75 days
are you not deleted or blocked yet

>>81833970
i cant im ugly and they probably wouldnt make me feel the same way. (emotionally)
>>81833977
what type of problems

>>81833951
It's been over 100 for me.
>>81833991
>what type of problems
Problematic ones.

>>81833983
nope, still in friends list but he hasnt contacted me. i assuming he died/somehow lost access to the internet/doesnt want to talk to me but gives me false hope i guess for some reason

>>81834003
>i assuming he died
he had access to a gun or something, then?

>>81834020
no i think some thug maybe shot him or he died of heatstroke (lives in arizona)
>>81834002
>problematic ones
that aint good

>>81834030
>that aint good
It's her fault.

>>81834030
before he disappeared, how long had you been talking for

>>81833991
have you been looking?

>>81834056
well tbf not really but its also because i still hope hes gonna come back
>>81834054
i think it was 8 months

>>81833924 (OP)
Me too except he wasnt my e bf he was just a friend but he knew that I loved him.I fucked it up and he blocked me. Its been 18 days, still early. Hoping he comes back. If I could explain myself and talk it out and apologize I think he would forgive me.

>>81834064
>i think it was 8 months
This is too fucking accurate.
I know why she disappeared tho

>>81834064
>i think it was 8 months
did you add him on discord only?

>>81834070
hm that sucks, at least you know i guess
>>81834071
yeah, he should know my email though

>>81834081
Why did you break up exactly, is there anything that caused it in particular

>>81834098
well he broke up with me because he felt like i was too clingy and i was unhealthily attached to him (he cares about my health) and also because he has some weird mental issues. the reason he mightve disappeared also instead of death/hating me might be the mental issues too because before that he told me he was going through a phase of feeling really bad so idk...

>>81834081
>hm that sucks, at least you know i guess
No. It doesn't help at all. She promised me to talk about it more. And disappeared right before we did.
She hasn't blocked or unadded me in games.
I am going insane. And the scale of the problems I will cause only grows with each day that goes by.

>>81834081
>yeah, he should know my email though
then you should definitely move on OP. it's probably over

I'm still with my ebf, but ldr sucks. Neither of us have money and he has no job. I'm just living off neetbux. Shit sucks desu

>>81834169
well why did she breakup with you?
>>81834183
dont think i can
>>81834195
why dont both of you get a job? i just did a interview with target and im waiting back

>>81834208
>well why did she breakup with you?
Weird shit.

>>81833924 (OP)
Dw hun I'll fuck you until you cry

I miss someone like crazy, the pain is unyeilding.