i hate being mentally ill

>>81840106 (OP)
What does your mental illness make you do?

>>81840133
it makes me paranoid, socially inept and crave deep connections which is something most people don't seek
I also experience mild hallucinations sometimes

>>81840155
What kind of hallucinations? I've always wondered how people end up like this

>>81840155
We are the same then. I hate it too, the people who were closest to me refused to stand by me when I needed help. No one cares about us.

>>81840391
it's mostly just random feelings of extreme terror for no reason
like one time i was taking a walk and suddenly i started having these thought that something was just around the corner and every single instinct in my body told me to run
>>81840407
i don't know how much more of the isolation i can take

brooo you're so cooool you're mentally ill brrooo! so depressed and blackpilled, you're such a ddepression zoomcel brooo just like my vampire handsome husbandooos

Kill yourself you fucking retard and go eat those SSRIs snowflake

>>81840445
kys normal nigger
why are you even here

>>81840106 (OP)
>being mentally ill

>>81840439
Is there anyone at all in your life, or that would be willing to re-enter your life?

>>81840462
>his concept of mental health is being irrationally terrified of mental illness
tell me more kek

>>81840439
Sounds to me like you're just isolated and don't have anyone close to you. I have my family at least but I feel like I'm getting there slowly

>>81840155
>crave deep connections which is something most people don't seek
what is this nigga talking about
that's not mental illness and everyone craves it

>>81841496
that's not true in my experience
>>81840491
i got online friends, but that's about it. I wish they lived closer to me so i could meet them because i have no irl friends
>>81841214
so it seems

>>81841718
What's your family life like, are your parents around?

>>81840439
>i don't know how much more of the isolation i can take
Same, everyone that made those feelings go away abandoned me.