I'm at the point were i've been betrayed by all my family, friends, co-workers ect and now am left with nothing when all I tried to do in life was be kind and aultristic which is evident by the fact all animals feel comfortable around me. Sure, I probalbly made a mistake here and there socially but who dosen't, is it really worth talking behind my back and showing how evil people are? I'm at the point now were I have completley retired to a NEET and have no connections in person or online as they always end the same with the person become ditasteful or ambivelant to me very quickly. I'm well of the saying, "either everyone else is the problem or you are" which is quickly solved with occams razor but i keep getting proved to be the good person while everyone else is evil

>>81843333 (OP)
yes yes the only logical concusion

>>81843333 (OP)
>this small subset of people were evil to me therefore ALL people are evil
>I must retreat to my bedroom

Lmao great math skills there, retard.

>>81843333 (OP)
>i've been betrayed by all my family, friends, co-workers ect
if everyone is "betray"ing you, then you might be the problem, not humanity
>muh COMPLETELY given up on humanity
>muh left with NOTHING
>muh kind and altruistic
>muh occam razor
go to therapy because if you were self aware, you'd noticed this is dumb all or nothing thinking

>>81843333 (OP)
I didn't give up on humanity personally. I still think we have a chance to evolve per se. Its going to take us making everyone aesthetically(sharp jawline and 6'4" if man angel face and perfect body proportions if female) and intellectually perfect through artificial gene selection. Then the world will be at peace. What do you think personally?

>>81843333 (OP)
> Everybody's fault but mine
Do everybody a favor and eat a bullet.

>>81843426
Therapy is just arguing with a libtard until you agree with them. I've tried to self evaluate what might be wrong with me but it always ends in the same result of social exclusion.

>>81843333 (OP)
im in a similar boat no friends no connections i do have slight family contact since i live with them. full neet for the past few years but ive had a ton of mental health problems including psychosis in that time.

as per either everyone else is the problem or you are i guess i dont agree. sometimes people hate everyone else or dont get along cause their life has just made them that way over time. some people are probably like that anyway i guess, and either way i dont blame ppl

>>81843333 (OP)
So how have you tried being kind and altruistic? I'm really socially awkward but I still have a couple of friends who invite me every now and then even though sometimes I just don't know what to say. I'm sure people talk behind my back but I don't care. I haven't done much wrong.

>>81843645
I have, I've tried speaking to so many different people and they all treat me the same so i'm all out of ideas

Unfortunatelly I can't completely cut off everybody. But yeah. If I was rich I would absolutely say fuck them and break my phone in half.
I don't really view things in the context of "these people were wrong, I was right" anymore, I don't care for my perspective or my side, I don't want to be "heard" by anybody at all. All life is, is thid: put food in your mouth and wait for death to come.
I'm fine with the planet thinking I'm the villain. It doesn't matter anyway.
Like, you think about a couple of years ago, this girl laugh at my face at the bus stop, I don't know who she is or who their friends are. There will never be a punishment for that. For any of them. Things like that happen all the damn time and is "welp, that's life, move on" but I have never been in a position were I was happy or I had the upperhand. I don't want revenge, I don't want anything really. I just want it to be over. All of it. Just stop.

>>81843715
You need to give concrete examples or nobody can help you. Speaking to someone doesn't mean anything. Salespersons speak to a lot of people too. Actions speak louder than words.

>>81843733
I dont want help. I'm firmly in the belief that it cannot be fixed as i have spent years being humble and honest about myself and try to be someone decent to be around with no success. I just want to hear if other people are in the same situation so I can wallow in my pity. I'm hardly hurting anyone by wanting that

>>81843774
You're neither humble or honest with the way you're behaving

>>81843816
You're right. I suppose my patience for people has grown thin

>>81843842
That has nothing to do with patience

>>81843333 (OP)
Just imagine being face-to-face with evil, and, Instead of standing your ground, your choice is to run away and isolate yourself.Anon, why are you so beta? Don't you have not even a little testosterone on your body? Did you had a father while growing up?

>>81843978
I was bold, I was strong, I was confident. It got me no-where. I'm man enough to admit that I lost. Now all I want is to be left alone so I don't upset people with my inherent vibe I can't change

>>81843333 (OP)
>Anyone else completley give up on humanity
Yeah. Also checked.

It was the pandemic that hit the final nail in the coffin for me. I was working in the hospital and I seen how retarded the world go and how selfish people were around me that I have pretty much gave up on all of humanity.
I genuinely had the benefit of the doubt and thought the average person had a decent amount of intelligence. i though I myself was average, or maybe slightly above average intelligence but after that pandemic I realized I am a fucking genius compared to the average person. they are literally retarded.
I don't even want to communicate with people any more.

>>81843486
Least you are smart enough to realize that.
Focus on the cure not the problems, talking about problems just exacerbates them.

Anyway, depending on your age you might have just come to the realization of how shit human life actually is.
Its petty, most people are trivial and as long as you have the inner will you are best to live life in solitude. Well hopefully you can find a like minded partner but then just build a life for yourselves and dont get too attached or involved with others lives.
When you hit a certain age, this is how life is anyway. Sure you might see friends and family here and there but the average person has their job and their family and little time for anything but that.

>>81844223
Currently 23. Been slowly getting blackpilled about this since i was 17. A like minded partner is impossible now that I'm a very quiet, reserved and unsocial person which women do not like. Ideally I'd want to live alone forever and die in my 40s before life starts to become painful. I don't want to grow old

>>81844068
>It got me no-where
Where was it supposed to take you?

>>81844293
Friends, connections, relationships, acquaintances, a healthy family. All the things I saw everyone me have at least one of that they took for granted but i wasn't allowed to have

>>81843333 (OP)
ive kind of given up since no one i like seems to like ME back

>>81844274
Yeah you are kind of mirroring my experience of that age. i just got 40 a few months ago and I wanted to die when i hit my 20s. Every day I just wish I can die soon.
my life is so pathetic that all I have to look forward to is getting drunk and new vidya.
I personally dont like the sentient human experience.
Plus I come from an impoverished life, horrible childhood, family etc.

In my late teens 17-19 that was when the magic of the world (childhood innocence) left and while I tried to see the wonder of the world, specifically nature, it was short lived. By mid 20s I was fully ready to die.
fortunately i had religious understandings (buddhism) and was devout in my practice. So this gave me solace.
Now my life is more worse than it has ever been before and the only difference now is I care very little.

Anyway I was just talking about my experience for you to gauge that this is not a unique thing that is only happening to you.
Most people have this kind of emptiness at a certain age (differing depending on the persons personal circumstances)
They mention "mid life crisis" but this can come at your age, or even before. Generally it is when you realize how shit life actually is.
What most people do is fill that void with a partner to share the sorrow and "give the gift of life" to a child.
This image sums up life completely, why i saved it.
Clown world.

My suggestion to you anon is to just go out and try fuck women, even prostitutes.
You could also take drugs, uppers, cocaine, MDMA etc.
Or you could become a gym rat.
All these things will give you pleasure. Just something to fill the blank shit of life.
Of course dont become obsessed with any of it though. Addictions.

As for the partner. I know its cliche (and never worked for me) but there are people who are like minded. You can find many women who are disillusioned with life, and then together you can add romance to each others life to help one another make life more palpable.