Hiya anons
I caved in and started talking to my ex gf because I missed her.. we dated for over 2 years. I didn't want a relationship anymore, but a friendship would be nice. When I went to go contact her, she immediately became disgusted and just called me a cheater and blocked me. After some hours she unblocked me again but I can still feel her type with bitterness every time I ask her how she is. I did cheat on her because she didn't want to do any sexual activity in the first months of knowing each other with a girl who did. I thought she would have forgiven me over that because when we were dating she did, but I guess not. All those memories we had together of having fun and seeing her smile with immense joy is gone because to her I am only a bad person, it makes me sort of sad...

i fucking hate e-daters so much. Can't you go to your own discord servers and complain about this shit

You should kill yourself maybe she'd forgive you then.

>>81847080
Edating while having a fwb irl sounds comfy desu

>>81847069 (OP)
nigga why would she not hate you

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>>81847080
>i fucking hate e-daters so much
Why are you assuming it was e-dating? Are people prehistoric still and not allowed to text each other when they're not together?
Can't you hide the thread next time, there are clearly anons who relate to me and you're not one of them.

>>81847095
Well, I told her the girl I cheated on her with was no where near as attractive as her, this was true, my ex was a 8/10, but I guess it didn't work. And I felt really bad for it.
>>81847099
Kewl anon :3

>>81847069 (OP)
I died of cringe reading this

Cheating is one of the few irreparable situations. You're welcome.

>>81847124
>I told her the girl I cheated on her with was no where near as attractive as her
So you were extra retarded? Yeah, she should be fucking pissed

>>81847140
I know but fuck she still meant so much to me and it's just different when a male cheats than when a female cheats, not that it's so much better but it's weird thinking of your girl letting another dick inside her pussy but not so weird putting your penis inside another girl
>>81847147
She hasn't dated anyone after me, maybe she still has feelings
But she hates me and I don't know how to combat it and I would do anything so she could talk to me how she used to

>>81847069 (OP)
Mine stayed my friend and we play Heroes of Might & Magic 3 online together sometimes even a decade later. She was a good sport about getting dumped.

>>81847171
She is ill. People with bpd experience that type of pain tenfold. She should legally be allowed to torture you tbdesu

>>81847190
This, people with any sort of attachment disorder that causes codependence would find a live vivisection less painful then losing someone. Even more so for betrayal or something stupid.

>>81847178
Mine dumped me :/
She never really forgave me for cheating on her and told me she had lost feelings so I started insulting her and was on no contact for a while
>>81847190
I'm sorry, I should have probably studied more about BPD. All she said was she had it and I said okay. If she is in so much pain why won't she be with me again then, and why does she treat me so fucking horrible now

>>81847069 (OP)
develop a relationship with another, prettier, woman and post about it on social media.
then your ex will like you again.

>>81847223
Darn I want to find girls with codependency disorders now

>>81847237
>If she is in so much pain why won't she be with me again then
Maybe cause you hurt her? Terribly? And now you're just a reminder of that pain?
>why does she treat ME(??) so fucking horrible now
dude you need to go

>>81847244
Sounds impossible, I'm ugly as fuck and my ex is an 8/10 or maybe even a 9/10, I still believe the only reason I even got to date her was because her mother had passed away some months ago and she just really needed a guy to hold her. Well I am talking to another girl now who is pretty but I don't know if she is as pretty.
>>81847248
It's sort of perfect sometimes, like having a maid who's not doing it out of money but out of her love for you.

>>81847267
I told her I'm sorry and I'd never cheat on her again and she could have access to my phone and location, but she still doesn't want to date. I know I hurt her, but I can fix the pain she has in her heart

>>81847297
You should just rape her, she's basically begging for it. And then cheat on her again after promising not to. Would be funny

>>81847297
>but I can fix the pain she has in her heart
You think this, why? Even therapists and psychs struggle with that

>>81847328
Because she used to say how I was her favorite and all these things about me and how she needed me, if I can get her to rely on me again and trust me again she'll be happy and I'll be happy too

>>81847334
>she used to say how I was her favorite and all these things about me and how she needed me
And you betrayed her, for a girl that meant nothing to you. You're going to hell dawg

>>81847334
Dude you fucked up so bad, you realize she said that you are her favourite BECAUSE she is fucked up and has pain in her heart? She should be allowed to cut your fucking balls off, never ever ever talk to someone with BPD again Jesus Christ

>>81847069 (OP)
how? take her to therapy