if i close my eyes i can still see my big brother skatin in the high school parking lot while listening to dookie.

blink of an eye. it was all gone

>>81847564 (OP)
Did you lose him? What happened

>>81847564 (OP)
Sorry for your loss.
I wish you could find strength to get over it. Whatever happened - happened and the alternative is for him not to have ever lived at all