My life has been mostly pain and anxiety because I'm mentally ill and way too sensitive. Nobody understands because most people unintelligent normies that just assume they know what you're going through. I tell them I want to drop out of school because they literally have nothing useful to teach after grade 8 and being around people all day is causing me too much stress, but they don't care and force me to spend another 4 years in that prison. I tell them it's hard for me to work because I have to interact with people all day and that's too much stress, but they don't care and deny me NEETbux and force me to work or be homeless. Life is been mostly bad for me and I don't even have anyone that I can relate to, but I just keep on trying because the alternative is also bad. I'm never having kids

>>81848661 (OP)
>unintelligent normies
>I want to drop out of school
you are 15 and should go back to tiktok

>>81848673
I like to learn but I didn't like school. There isn't much learning going on there, it's just forced labor and a place for kids to go during the day while parents are at work.

>>81848661 (OP)
i think i understand what you mean. all i want to do is be alone, because subtly adjusting and accommodating for and around various people every day becomes extremely tiring. homelessness becomes a real alternative eventually, as in preferable

>>81848661 (OP)
>Life is been mostly bad for me
I know that feel, anon.

>>81848661 (OP)
So it seems, OP, so it seems
>Nobody understands because most people unintelligent normies that just assume they know what you're going through
Never attribute to malice what can be attributed to incompetence
Besides, the only one who knows you better than anyone is yourself, always has been - you know what's wrong with you, and you know what's right
you have your morals, your sense of self, your interests - you're human

just wait till you get a medical condition that will kill you if you go homeless.