It has been months and Im still not over her
I even tried contacting her again and yet still cant get over the fact that I quote on quote betrayed her trust
I loved her
We had so much fun together and thought for once maybe once in my life a girl actually liked me but I asked her out and she rejected me and freaked out calling me up and making zero sense she lost all sense of logic
I tried to save her but she couldnt open up to anyone and couldnt handle the very idea of relationship not just with me but with anyone
Should I feel guilty for the fact for when in the future in my late 20s I will have a established well put together career and she will be alone and miserable and still have the brain and emotions of a 10 year old

>>81850425 (OP)
I could have wrote this myself.
I know how it feels, anon. It sucks.

>>81850425 (OP)
No, don't feel guilty.
These women have been broken long before you met them and there's not much you can do about it. Forget about her

>>81850537
How come she couldnt give me a chance though? We were so close
She got cheated on by her ex who was lesbian and she definitely showed her true mental issues when I did help her
I reached out to get closure and apologized on all the things I did to her but she still couldnt forgive me and basically told me to leave her alone
How should I move on

>>81850436
I still cant get over it anon

>>81850646
Do as she asks and leave her alone.
For me, I've found the only way to truely move on from someone is either:
1. Find someone else (Unhealthy most of the time)
2. Get busy enough that you don't think about them.
#2 works really well, but takes a lot of time. In that time, you SHOULD NOT talk, text, gossip / hear news about, or meet up with whoever you want to forget since things will get worse. Happened to me and I'm still recovering.
Remember; if a girl is truely interested in you, she will go out of her way to talk to, or be with you.
Good luck.

>>81850425 (OP)
Guaranteed she's already fucking another dude, and doesn't even think of you.
Move on.

>>81850425 (OP)
hmph, women....
I miss her too....

>>81850646
It's because as >>81850537 says she's just broken, and like you said, she has serious mental issues. It's hard to understand women in general much less like the type like you describe this one to be, and when you add serious mental issues and just being damn broken, often times there truly is no tangible reason. She probably couldn't tell you why herself. I know it isn't much consolation but, if things actually did work out for a little bit, you dated or edated if this was an online thing or however the relationship looks the two of you, I promise things would not last and end because of her mental issues and or her actions as a result of them. It will end somehow or other, no way around that with this type of woman, but when it does, it'll easily be ten times as painful. That also is on top of, a good but of the relationship in and of itself would have a lot of painful moments too. I promise you, it would not have been worth it, these women will destroy you, sometimes they don't care, or even mean to and say as much, some really don't mean to and just can't help it and feel bad about the issues they cause, but either way they will destroy you. Your situation with this woman right now is probably among the best things that could have happened in regards to her. Trust me, even if you somehow have an opportunity later down the road with her, do not take it, in general if you have an opportunity with any severe mental issues, don't take it, or at least wait until they get all their shit way more in order.
Sorry I'm not trying to preach, I just had every opportunity in life to do well but years of being with one of these insane women left me as bad as them in a lot ways, don't want that for anyone else.