im a retarded 18yo virgin and i keep letting guys use me in hopes theyll love me even though i know they wont
i have no idea what else to do
i have a lot of love to give but everyone ive been with just wanted my body and not me
im not the most attractive chick out there, im pretty fat and my face isnt anything better but its not like the few guys ive dated were anything special either
i want a genuine connection with someone. not whatever this shit is

>fat
dropped
cmon women its my only standard and somehow 2/3 of women fail it

>>81856115 (OP)
its human nature to be selfish
i'm a loving, affectionate guy but when a girl just lets me have sex with her i tend to just go to that
on the other hand girls seem afraid to open up about their opinions and dreams, so theres never anything for us to talk about.

>>81856115 (OP)
I'll take you on a date if you live in the northeast US.

>>81856140
ive always been open about my interests to people
the last guy i was with even said he LIKED that about me yet he used me as a rebound and literally cried to me about how amazing his ex was and expected me to be okay with it
but either way im not shy or anything. i guess im just hard to get along with or something? idk

>>81856115 (OP)
I think that's just how relationships are for young people in general. At least the ones that can even get a foot in the door.

>>81856215
thats what im thinking too. but im too scared to get with anyone older than me mostly cause i dont think id get along with them very well
but some of the guys my age are fucking idiots and just think with their dicks

So u don't like sex then don't engage in it

don't fool yourself. you may be lonely, but you need to quit thinking about how life could be so much better, as it stops you from appreciating what you already have, and desire can be insatiable, so you may never end up finding satisfaction. it sucks to be where you finally wanted to be after struggling so hard to get there only to realize this isn't really what you wanted...

>>81856192
i usually tell whatever girl about my past relationships or current struggles
in my brain its like they get to see into my emotions and soul, but they always always hate it

>>81856258
niggas act like this and wonder why girls don't like them

>>81856258
imo its fine to tell your s/o about past relationships i honestly think it helps so you know what NOT to do
but this guy was literally telling me how she was AMAZING and CREATIVE and like praising her. they had a bad breakup so he was quite literally in tears telling me all this and saying how he wanted closure. i felt like a second option and realized he was using me as a rebound

>>81856279
>using me as a rebound
oh no
a relationship with a single guy that is clearly capable of love and expressing emotions
how awful

>>81856115 (OP)
>i want a genuine connection with someone. not whatever this shit is
I'm the same way. But like male, I guess. Except people can immediately tell so I don't even get in that situation, but either way.
It's bleak. I've already observed enough to be able to tell how other men are and what they actually are looking for. Even the ones that mean well are going to fuck it all up just from not having any experience at all.
I think love and romance is dead. We don't think it is because we see Gen X, Millenials, and boomers still experiencing it. Instead of looking at the current state of Gen Z and Alpha, and the amount of horrible fetishistic normgroid bullshit that goes on. It's a joke. And for your case, even more so, because the kind of person that goes for fat girls is 100% going to do it for a fetish. Not love or connection. And guess how that ends. It doesn't end in a long lasting relationship, that's for sure.

Don't let people use you. Allow yourself to be skeptical. That's all I got to say.

>>81856339
the easiest and only way for me to feel close with someone is fetishy stuff
talking a lot only goes so far, i need that buzz from kinkiness to make it feel real

>>81856139
this is the place for losers after all. there's pretty much only one way to be a female loser in this world.

>>81856115 (OP)
>i keep letting guys use me
>virgin
You're not letting guys use you
>fat
Simply this: >>81856139
The one requirement for any and all women to find love is literally "don't be fat", yet you fucking retards manage to miss it

>>81856447
Isn't that funny. I notice that so often, and that's what fucks everyone up. Yet, I feel that same buzz.

>>81856115 (OP)
You're a serial dater, so you're spiritually used goods.

>>81856115 (OP)
view picrel.

>>81856115 (OP)
As an 18yo virgin, kill yourself. What do you get out of telling incels that you can't find love from normies? I hate you foids or trannies or whatever the hell you are.

>>81856533
>that's what fucks everyone up
elaborate

are you the one who ghosted me recently?

>woman (fed)
>complaining about having tons of guys and sex

Karadzic Keks

>>81856115 (OP)
Yeah you mean you let these guys jerk off to you, even encourage them to, and then discard the ones you don't find good looking right?

>>81856115 (OP)
Let them use you how?

>>81857061
they made me feel like i was obligated to giving them handjobs or blowjobs and tried to pressure me into sex
i have a history of sexual abuse and they knew that and i was mostly just scared of saying no cause i didnt want them to leave me
when it came to them trying to have sex with me i stood my ground and said no cause im honestly not ready for that yet
when they realized they wouldnt get what they wanted from me they'd act completely different towards me and id eventually leave them cause of it
but seeing all these replies n shit is making me realize how fucking retarded i am and i probably should just quit being a little bitch about this

>>81857123
just spend time with them going to mini golf or something so they're forced to interact with you as a person. its okay for them to be wanting sex 24/7, what matters is how they treat you after they get off. Don't be mad that a guy is ignoring your interesting story or conversation and only wants to get to sex, thats normal and kinda necessary. Not SEX sex but for him to get off. but you should be able to tell if he likes you during the other 80% of the time in between sexual stuff. Then again some guys are only comfortable expressing intimacy through sex. But he should be able to at least listen while you talk about what you like

>>81857123
>Women are nothing but machines for producing children. -Napoleon

Take in this quote, foid. You are just a children-producing being.

>>81857185
oh and if you do dirty talk while they jack off, make them participate so it feels like a part of the relationship and not you doing them a sexual favor. You know what feels sexually romantic and so do they, so give them the opportunity to be loving, even if its expressed sexually

>>81857123
How many people have you sucked off?

God, I fucking hate you whores, go away. Why post this on the incel forum? I hope you get an STD and become unlovable to anyone who seeks a wife.

>>81857123
You're not a virgin, stop calling yourself that

Fuck off, you're not real. Stop pretending to be an 18 year old girl, you tranny. God, I hate you whores, it's unreal

this was the closest thing to talking to a girl i've had in years
a larping anon replying to me