> be virginal and hypersexual, constantly tease and flirt with men online, even once locked my crush in a room and kissed him against his will
> find bf
> turns out he dislikes sex in all shapes and isn't just demisexual like he said at first (I was willing to wait till he is comfortable)
> years pass
> I have now deep shame about my desire of anything sexual and are more sexually stunted than when I was a virgin
> I even had shitton of sexy cosplay sets ready for my future mate and now I will never get to use them
> I literally can't even suck cock even when I want to because I am scared of him being disgusted and experience strong embarrassment about it
> tfw autistic and already formed a bond for life

God really hates me doesn't he
I'm in my worst possible timeline

>>81858709 (OP)
what i would give to just have love even without sex

>>81858741
If you want relationships like mine you can just become a betacuck.

>>81858709 (OP)
lmao get fucked foid, deserved for being a hypersexual whore

>>81858793
> get fucked foid
God I wish

>>81858709 (OP)
What about someone who doesn't outright dislike sex but is very uncomfortable or shy with it? And let's say, on the upside, he really likes cuddles and hugs like bottom right there.

>>81858709 (OP)
>tfw autistic and already formed a bond for life
i dont understand but that sounds like it sucks or something. why cant you just break up. i dont understand. have you asked him if he would (unlikely) be okay with you fucking someone else

>>81858860
I say that but I'm the same way minus virginity. I'll fuck you and slap you across the face.

>>81858861
I mean it would yield same net results.
Being shy about sex means you subconsciously consider yourself above it but have enough self reflection not to be openly arrogant about it.

>>81858902
I don't see how being shy with sex means to subconsciously feel superior to it, there is some fallacy here. If I take myself as example, I think you'd be able to coax me into with some (gentle) flirtation and talking rather than coming off as nymphomaniac. It's just about attitude I think.

>>81858885
I can't break up because I'm bonded for life duh.
I can never separate from anyone I got attached to, and it have ruined me in many instances. Aside from bf I am still obsessed with my mom and elementary school friend that dumped saying I'm weirdo. I constantly ruminate over it and want to kill myself.
If I left anyone by own will, I'd just come crawling back the next day

>>81858709 (OP)
if you're so hopeless fembot, why not literally go out and be a whore? be hypersexual?

personally I don't think you should and I think you should give things another go with dating scene, you know bots and men are easy but your life is your life

>>81858926
I know because he pretended to be "just shy about it" as well. Then years after he joked that having sex is his worst nightmare. You are in denial about yourself and that's just it.

>>81858932
how are you bonded for life so strongly for someone who can't even scratch your itches properly? what makes them so strong of a glue to you?

>>81858950
Guess now I have to feel more shame about myself, thanks.

>>81858934
I don't want to be a whore, I don't like meeting new people.
I have always wanted to be a hoonet freak with my one and only and for him to enjoy it.

>>81858964
and why doesn't he enjoy it?

>>81858964
understood
wish I could be the same and find one of the same but life is life

>>81858951
Because pairbonding
Monkey hormones go ACK
I also don't see other humans as means to my ends so he doesn't NEED to scratch anything. Just accept me.

>>81858971
How the hell do I know

>>81858709 (OP)
you need to sit him down and have a serious talk with him. it'll slowly drive you insane otherwise, anonette

>>81858709 (OP)
is your bf castrated?

>>81859068
Lol we have talked about it many times.
Why do people on the internet constantly feel the need to say most useless shit ever. People do not change because you "talked to them".

>>81859073
Chemically, mentally, maybe. His dick doesn't react to being touched, he feels nothing with it.

>>81858709 (OP)
Have you considered rape? Despite popular belief, you absolutely can rape men. Especially in a post-Viagra society.

>>81859112
no they don't change, but you can't live like this forever and if he's not an idiot he needs to find a way to accommodate you and that's what you should be working on
if you're truly hypersexual and stay with him you'll either end up hating your life or cheat on him eventually
>His dick doesn't react to being touched, he feels nothing with it.
maybe he needs to see a doctor and not all hope is lost

>>81859126
No it's impossible, as I said his dick doesn't react and since he is grower there is nothing to shove in otherwise. Also since my hymen wasn't really ever broken my entrance is stiff and a flaccid peenor will just get stuck at it.

>>81859150
Men don't go to doctors especially about their sexual disfunction.
All he can give is that if I'm not satisfied I need to leave but he knows I won't do it anyways so there is no reason for him to do anything.

>>81859152
How do you know he is a grower? Have you seen him with an erection? If so what caused it?

>>81859163
>Men don't go to doctors especially about their sexual disfunction.
what a dumb statement, that's what doctors are for. drag him there
wouldn't he care if you fucked some other guy?

>>81859166
We have had sex a few times.
I dunno what caused it, there wasn't much in common in between those occasions.
Maybe aside from the fact that it was always when he was momentarily bored of osrs

>>81859183
Try sucking his dick after he grinds Nightmare Zone for 6 hours.

>>81859194
> his dick doesn't react
And I'm also embarrassed, 3 times that I tried sucking he never came and told me not to bother.

>>81858779
women will leave you for chad.
thats something betas in denial dont get. She doesnt need to put up with anything you want. Why have to involve with you if she can have chad without you being around.

>>81858932
For once I actually kind of feel bad for a woman on this board. If breaking it off isn't option, I'd recommend casualizing sex and sexual things into being "normal" and "comfortable" by pushing non-sex boundaries (ex. groping) assertively and making sure you are undoubtedly confidently 100% very attractive (so that him feeling a disgust response would just be being gay/mentally ill). If you have even the least bit chub lose it, make sure to dress cute, have long well-groomed hair, show some skin, it's unfortunately up to you to solve this, and long-term "not having sex" really is not an option.

sounds like, a you problem, normie
fuck off and die

>>81858964
Thats based.
Maybe you should convince him to get his hormonlevels checked.
Maybe he lacks test or something else.
We have sick amounds of poison in everything. Is not uncommon today.
I dont believe that that is normal.

>I'm a woman and I'm not a virgin
These are my least favourite genre of threads
I wish foids would fuck off.

>>81858709 (OP)
unironically rape him

>>81859875
Stuff like groping is already casual, and honestly since its usually not followed by sex, I dont think it really excites any of us anymore. Its just a a sort of continuation of cuddling, simply skin contact.

>making sure you are undoubtedly confidently 100% very attractive
Thats not possible...I have good hair and figure and all that, but my face is just way too manly for me to ever feel attractive as a woman. A strong jawline, browbone, big nose, small nose. Et cetera. I also feel like he just doesnt like when I dress up, he only ever says something nice when I look like I tripped over a trash bin.

>>81861074
*small lips

>>81858709 (OP)
You do realize he doesn't want to fuck you. He wants black men to fuck you. And you should- all those pent up frustrations and desires are granted by black men with huge cocks

Why are you still with him? Get someone who likes sex instead.

>>81858709 (OP)
No you're just a fucking moron that can't take responsibility for their actions. Develope a shame because someone else isn't that sexual. Most moronic shit I've ever heard. Why I stopped trying to help you fucks. Turns out talking to women outside 4chan is really good because they aren't as fucking dumb as the women are on here. Also far more attractive and more willing to do things. Just go die alone so everyone else can move on without you.

>>81859052
You could have bonded with anyone but you chose the asexual sperg
I want a girl like this so bad I would fight in a colleseum and kill 100 men with my bare hands and incel rage

>>81858709 (OP)
Just masturbate, loser.