autistic little brother refuses to leave the house without wearing his john deere hat and when we get home he just fucking farms on his playstation with shitty 80s rock playing until midnight

>>81864663 (OP)
do you have a point other than being flexible and hanging out with outcasts?

>>81864663 (OP)
why haven't you played video games with your brother?

>>81864663 (OP)
Literally Sneed

>>81864669
no not really
im just worried for when he starts college in september because he's doing compsci and not agriculture + took a gap year after graduating
>>81864670
i have nursing school and i have to volunteer at the hospital most days

>>81864663 (OP)
hes living the dream. also heres a (You) for including the best azumanga girl in the OP

>>81864685
why dont you move out? why u still at parents house with noisy annoying brother?

>>81864693
oh well
>>81864723
im still in nursing school again but when im done with that im moving out

>>81864729
if his playing rock music every night till midnight, why not just ask him to not do it / use earphones?
or are you shy or you're brother will just mock you and not listen?

>>81864745
i mean he does lower it after around 6 pm and its not *that* loud but he literally does nothing else all day except when my dad makes him drive to college (which he does okay with apparently)
he's underweight since the 'tism is that strong where eating becomes a chore kek

>>81864763
so you're more just annoyed at his antics and you put up with him but you wish he would pull himself together more and not fuck around?
i get it.

Your brother is extremely based and you should let him know compsci jobs are impossible to get and he should do some sort of engineering degree instead. Tell him to consider computer or electrical engineering before he's too deep to switch

>>81864663 (OP)
I really wish I was autistic.
Being schizo/OCD sucks so much. You have no personality unless you start hearing voices.

>>81865281
You don't, autism gives you no personality except being able to info-dump on obscure bullshit that no one cares about and being hated by everyone for being weird/cringe.

>>81865418
I do though.
Autists have the ability to hyper obsess over some niche thing. I wish I had that drive in me.
And also like OP's brother they clearly do have personality.

>>81864685
>just worried for when he starts college in september
Not much you can do about it. Like 90% of autistic guys are just fucked. But maybe he'll get lucky.

>>81864663 (OP)
Are you having a hard time getting pumped by Chad with that 80s music in the background?

>>81865281
schizophrenia literally gives you perosnality disorders though

>>81864663 (OP)
My autistic little brother got himself a girlfriend at 14 by being good looking. I'm so happy he's at least gonna be attractive and tall because he's 10x more autistic and retarded than I am and I have 0 friends and am khhv.

>>81865627
OP's brother's personality consists as larping as a farmer, that's it. You don't want the hyper-obsessive trait because it's an addiction, it's all dopamine and no serotonin. I don't even get pleasure from my special interests anymore, it's just shit that my brain decided to be fascinated by for no reason. You don't know what it's like to be up at three AM and unable to sleep because you're brain decides to obsess over niche bullshit. The worst part is that you end up unable to give a shit about the same things as regular people and you have to force yourself to maintain investment in topics like sports and the monthly prestige streaming TV show that is considered a must-watch just to fit in. There needs to be a cure for autism and it shouldn't have been allowed to exist at all to begin with.

>>81866414
*Your brain, I fucking hate typos

>>81864663 (OP)
Sounds like a fuckin lad to be desu, good for him

>>81866059
It does not.
>>81866414
>OP's brother's personality consists as larping as a farmer, that's it.
That's cool though. If it makes him happy then it's even cooler.
>You don't know what it's like to be up at three AM and unable to sleep because you're brain decides to obsess over niche bullshit
I do know what it's like to be up at 3 am trying to find anything to do.
>The worst part is that you end up unable to give a shit about the same things as regular people and you have to force yourself to maintain investment in topics like sports and the monthly prestige streaming TV show that is considered a must-watch just to fit in
Why do you give a fucking shit about wanting to do the same stuff as normal people or fitting in? I don't understand or want to do stuff just because it's popular or mainstream. That's the lamest thing I can think of. Doing your own thing is 10000 times better than pretending to like stuff just because other normies do it.

>>81866071
Do you even have the same father?'
Why is he hot and you aren't? Is he taller than you? What kind of autistic stuff does he do?

based little brother

>>81866576
Yes we have the same father, he's the attractive brother while I'm the ugly one I guess, he's my height currently and is definetly going to be taller than me. He only learned how to speak at like 5 years old so he's terrible at socialization, he can't mask at all and you can notice he's autistic at first glance. He has like all of the sensory sensitivities autists can have and he's obsessed about history and geography. He plays HOI4

>>81866654
Also forgot to mention, he's terrible at expressing his thoughts and is very inarticulate when talking. He often gets in trouble at school because he said something that pissed off the staff when he meant no harm.

>>81866654
What features does he have that makes him so attractive compared to yours?
>he's my height currently and is definetly going to be taller than me
Crazy how that happens. What do you think causes it?

>>81866565
>Why do you give a fucking shit about wanting to do the same stuff as normal people or fitting in? I don't understand or want to do stuff just because it's popular or mainstream. That's the lamest thing I can think of. Doing your own thing is 10000 times better than pretending to like stuff just because other normies do it.
I just want to be a normal human being and not some disabled freak with sensory issues. I've been told that I sound like a robot and a computer to my face multiple times because of my flat affect and being aware of how I'll never not be autistic makes me hate myself more than anything else. I want to be normal so I won't be seen as some sort of retard or robotic savant-type. It feels so fucking isolating knowing that I'll never be able to not be a degenerate subhuman useless eater and I'll never be able to have what everyone else does, that I'm stuck experiencing everything with autism until I die. I wish I could bury my own personality and be someone else because I hate it and I know that I'll always be someone that no one likes or respects at all.

>>81866736
>What features does he have that makes him so attractive compared to yours?
It's hard to say because our faces are very different. He's like a carbon copy of young Chico Lachowski though

>>81866654
I am autistic and his situation sound very similar to mine; stuck in the same schedule and not wanting to break it up. You'll have to break it up we dont like change so it'll musn't be too much otherwise he'll hate it. Start out by making his schedule more chaotic have him doing things unscheduled or not at same time every week. Also important to note give him small responsibilities from hygiene to making up your bed. That'll make it easier for him to be on his own and break schedule. Autistic kids struggle with responsibilities, they also gets too much help making it harder for them to be self-sufficient and they get higher rates of depression of loneliness.

Last thing for him: force him to socialize but talk to him why a conversation went bad, with the underlying meaning was, why it was a bad decision etc. Socializing doesnt come naturally to autistic kids and unfortunately its kinda weird/rude to be asking for underlying reasons why unspoken social rules are broken