>>81869019 (OP)im sorry this happened to you sister
if it brings you any comfort cheating doesnt always happen because you lack something or etc. Like for example i cheated on my first boyfriend with this random guy who started hitting on me at a concert. I have no fucking clue why i did it. The guys flirting was pretty cringe, and he was shorter than my bf, his dick was smaller than my bfs, he wasnt as good in bed as my bf, he wasnt as good looking as my bf, and i wasnt even really drunk or high because it was a carpenter brut concert so i wanted to be sober for that to really enjoy the music without being in a haze.
Like i genuinely cannot say why i did it there literally was no reason maybe im just stupid or something
But yeah just keep lookin girlie there are good guys out there plus u say ur asian so they will drool rivers for you because omg waifu anyway