Thread 81869819

>Be me
>Have ADHD
>Waste 20 years of your life
I genuinely don't know what I'm gonna do after college. I don't even have concepts of a plan for what's going to happen next month.
Either muh Happening occurs and I celebrate, or I lay down on the train tracks.
I never knew it could get this bad

One day at a time, take care of your immediate needs. Everything else is fake and gay. Good luck.

>>81869819 (OP)
>i've wasted my heckin life i'm such a doomer btw i'm in college on an utterly normal life path

>>81869825
>One day at a time, take care of your immediate needs
It's honestly the biggest reason behind why I hope for the end of society. I've always liked chaos.
Fuck this predictable "civilization" bullshit of slaving away day after day.
>Good luck
Thanks, you too.

>>81869844
Yeah and eventually find no job, purpose or gf after.

>>81869819 (OP)
Same. Looks like I will be jobless for the rest of the year too.
Just now started treatment for ADHD. I hate that my parents did not do anything while it was easy to fix.

>>81869819 (OP)
Go to a job fair and try to get internships or jobs. Get your foot in the door and meet people. Everyone prefers hiring someone they know. Getting along and working well with others is key. Any employer can and will have to teach you what they need you to do.

>>81869819 (OP)
imagine being 20 and already thinking your life is over
lol lmao

I just want a Happening to occur just so I can watch society kill itself. At least I won't have to wageslave anymore. I csn sit back,hide with my 1 year supply, and emerge when 95% of the world manages to kill each other or starves to death.

>>81869819 (OP)
collapse isn't the right term, it's going to be managed decline

>>81871184
Somehow you'd still end up owing taxes to someone and life would go on.

>>81871211
Sad and true. Thanks for reminding me and ruining the fantasy, asshole.

>>81869819 (OP)
same anon, best thing you can do is focus on the present. dont think about the future its only going to make you suicidal. try to appreciate what you have. yeah i know that what im saying is cheesy and you heard it before, but realistically its all you can do. or take a fuckload of drugs and try and be normal i guess.

>>81869819 (OP)
>society collapses
>water becomes non-portable
>get dysentery
>die painfully shitting yourself to death
Collapse isn't the hopeful thing you think it is

>>81869819 (OP)
>hoping for total societal collapse
guys who post shit like this are usually the first ones to go
you guys are never going to make it

>>81869819 (OP)
I also wasted 20 years of my life. But at least I have 'bux.
TFW became an adult before the 2008 cataclysm, now it's the worst economy ever for autists.
Between that and the inceldom, I am completely indifferent to the nukes flying in WW3. I'd just be glad it's over.

>>81871355
>he doesn't know how to purify water
>he doesn't know hiw to filter wster
>he doesn't know how ti make a fire to boil water

>>81871934
>hoping for a collapse but wants to live anyway
you're only halfway through

>>81872316
Yes, I do. I want to live through it and so I can finally go hermit mode. I've even learned about foraging and catalogued every edible and medicinal plant here. I've planted berry bushes and various but trees like chestnut and walnut in various places, not just in the gigantic yard tst my boomer parents absolutely needed to have but whined when tbey had to mow it. I know how to process acorns. I know how to tap the hundreds of maple trees (though I wouldn't since it's energy intensive.) I have a patch of jerusalem artichokes and just letting them run wild. I already have a battery back up system set-up and have a ham radio license in case I need to listen in or contact other hermit moders in the region if needed (have an IC-7100: does UHF, VHF, and HF.) I have at least 2000 rounds fir every firearm I have. I have a freeze dryer and have a years supply stocked up of many things, not including cheaped canned stuff which I have enough for two years. I have emergemcy anti-biotics that I got through Contingency Medical and Jase Medical.

So fuck yes, I want a collapse to happen. I fucking hate people and I hope everyone dies out. Let the assholes kill each other, starve to death, eat something poisonous like pokeweed or poison hemlock, or end up dying of dyssentry. Go ahead and call me a larper. Idc.

If you have any kind of disability the collapse would be bad for you. If you just want to die there are simpler ways.

>>81869819 (OP)
Historically, collapses never happen quickly when you're viewing it from the inside. They happen over a timespan of generations.
There will never be a happening, everything will just get marginally shittier year after year.

>>81871616
Not op but it wouldn't be over for me

>>81869819 (OP)
>>Be me
>>Have ADHD
>>Waste 20 years of your life
That is me but I'm nearing 40 now
You can't waste your life 1-20 you are not even mentally aware

>I genuinely don't know what I'm gonna do after college
So you are in your 20s talking about how you wasted your life? Fuck off retard