every day I think about my past suicide attempts

I think about the times I hadn't tried to die but should have

I think about how I hate my life and feel as though I dont have any true friends online or in real life very often

I have tried speaking to my family about it and I dont get anything from them really

I have a job but I do not enjoy it

I have had relationships but I do not want another in the future nor do I want friendships really as people tend to suck

Im probably going to end up trying to kill myself within the next month or two but here is a thread of me whining

>>81870632 (OP)
Whether you kill yourself or not, I hope things get better for you anon. I've had suicide attempts too and it sucks.

whats the point of posting this shit?

Weird demoralization post, LLM
Try to remove reddit spacing and use a better prompt next time.

>>81870632 (OP)
Have you tried seeking God?