>>81872519i dont find you insufferable.
>they wouldn't understand mebut have you tried making yourself understood? if you reach out to someone, life may surprise you. im sure it has before. you know those people are also people that live and die too, theyll try to sympathize at least. im saying this because i get the impression you cant take good care of yourself in this state. have you eaten today? you cant think straight with an empty stomach