How do fellow khhv uglycels cope? How is your life? Are you planning on suicide?
I never even had a friend, and all I do is be a neet on autismbuxx and play gachas, will probably rope in a few years once Im too tired to even get enjoyment out of anything
Not like I enjoy much things now anymore either
I think what really broke me fully was when my parents went from being mad at me for not scoring top grades in school to even being pity happy I even passed classes to one day my father out of the blue saying "I would be happy even if all you do is sit in your room all day but are at least alive even at 35" (Im 19 now)
It hurts that even my parents accept that Im a total failure, but not like theyre wrong

>>81874270 (OP)
Porn mostly, vidya doesn't cut it anymore

>>81874270 (OP)
>How do fellow khhv uglycels cope? How is your life? Are you planning on suicide?
I could write an entire book about everything I've been through, I've been close to suicide many times. But long story short I found a comfy job years ago and I have my own place since then. So now I just focus on enjoying life the best I can through art, and all the little things: being able to order whatever food I want, playing comfy games, watching anime, various types of porn, hentai and smut, etc. Also I'm lucky enough to have a decent relationship with my mother so I go visit her 2 times a year. I'm 31 so now she's finally starting to come to terms with the fact that I won't give her any grandchildren. Recently she even encouraged me to have some fun with escort girls. Bless her soul...

That all can change if you find the will the improve.