>>81879695 (OP) Sometimes it is absolutely fucking over when she leaves and I don't know what consolation I can offer besides the fact that you are almost certainly not as mentally damaged as I am and you will get better and not languish in misery for the rest of your days as I certainly will.
>>81879758 >>81879788 Future tense but I doubt anyone could tolerate me for long I hate being like this, it's completely counter to how I see myself I'M not even BPD, she probably is