I've been a cripple a few years, nothing below my neck works correctly. I don't have anything going on and can't experience much of anything pleasurable. I'm on a cocktail of antidepressants and other meds and going insane with nothing to do.

>In a wheelchair and totally dependent for basically everything, this is generally degrading and humiliating
>A little arm movement but can't move my hands. Can't really work and this rules out like 95% of hobbies
>Can't drive myself anywhere so I can't get outdoors and the wheelchair keeps me from getting outdoors anyway
>Can't safely eat, no joy
>Stuck in the suburbs with no social life
> I'm totally fucked for dating/marriage as I can't provide, cook, or clean and any masculine traits I had are gone. My dick is broken too, can't feel it or orgasm

I constantly think about drowning myself somewhere. Nothing for me to stick around for other than not inflicting that pain on my family and the fear of drowning. There's only so much coping you can do

maybe become a youtuber and some women will develop an infatuation with you, idk

>>81879806 (OP)
Did you get in an accident or get sick?

>>81879806 (OP)
Are you American? I could marry you for the green card but Id probably leave you afterward. Still you could enjoy the 90 days wed have together.

>>81879806 (OP)
I heard there's medical grade dick vibrators that can make quadriplegics coom. Have you looked into that?

>>81879824
Average woman moral compass

>>81879806 (OP)
That's brootal im sorry op

>>81879839
Why would a healthy woman stay with a vegetable whose dick doesnt even work? lol

Science keeps getting better maybe in 15 years you'll be able to do things you considered impossible don't lose hope anon

>>81879859
She wouldn't but then she shouldn't take advantage of him to gain citizenship. Disgusting

>>81879806 (OP)
man, that would suck if any of it were true

>>81879821
Accident - broke my neck

>>81879824
I'm American. I can be a charming vegetable, let's go on 90 day fiance

>>81879834
Mmmmm yeah, I don't understand why ejaculating would feel good if your spinal cord is still broken. I also don't have any privacy anymore but maybe someday

>>81879806 (OP)
You could try posting in the /soc/ cripples thread
>>>/soc/34134374

>>81880145
Oh shit, didn't know about thread. Appreciate it anon

>>81879806 (OP)
How tf did you type this post

>>81879806 (OP)
How does you wheelchair prevent you from going outside? You mean you don't have a modified car and it's too far to roll since you're in the suburbs? Or are the roads and sidewalks awful?
>tfw you voluntarily sit still all day staring at a screen while a cripple dreams of walking outside

>>81879859
theres women that have a thing for very crippled dudes and want to nurse and take care of them

>>81880306
God, I need somebody to phantom thread me so bad. I'm already a cripple but they can still poison me if they want, I'd do anything to make her happy

>>81880268
I'm lucky enough to have an accessible van but I need someone to drive it still and my family are complete shut-ins. I only go to appointments

I could roll around my neighborhood a little and I should really but I wish I could get back on local trails so badly

>>81880306
Thats only fun for a few months not forever. Like I said it might be fun for 90 days but I dont think any healthy young woman would want to take on that much responsibility for the rest of her life.
>>81880348
You need to watch the me before you movie

>>81879806 (OP)
if i were in your position i would use it to write the most depraved shit you can, lots of it too
short stories, novels, journal entries, everything you have in your system (apathy into excess, be obsessive about this)

>>81879941
maybe there'll be some medical breakthrough in the next decade that'll allow you to get functionality back, we're getting pretty close to a generational leap in our understanding of the body.

>>81879806 (OP)
how did you type this post op?