Nothing is more depressing than looking back at old photos and realizing I was actually pretty handsome back then.
I could have easily had an attractive gf if I had just been less of an insecure fag.
Now I'm obese and aging like shit.

>>81880890 (OP)
the wall comes for us all

>>81880890 (OP) >>81880895
Not my problem, I was born and hit the wall.

>>81880890 (OP)
what are the chances youll feel the same exact way about yourself now in 10 years

>>81880890 (OP)
For me its the opposite. I get hotter each day i get older. I'm 20 and i looked so fucking ugly when i was 15 but now i'm getting more handsome.

The catch is that i am getting more mentally ill and schizophrenic and my personally is becoming more and more repulsive, so it cancels out. Nobody wants anything to do with me anymore.

>>81880890 (OP)
That happens to everyone. Plus you're comparing yourself to a younger version, of course it'll be better.

I remember digging out the driver's license I had when I was 22 and was like "Who the fuck is this guy?" I was not aware I looked so young and healthy at the time (since I couldn't see what a saggy piece of shit I would become in the future) because I was used to looking at my own face and thought nothing of it back then.

>>81880890 (OP)
When I look back at mine I'm just reminded why I transitioned and why I disliked mirrors and photos so much. Gender dysphoria sucks but it also helped me realize I wasnt happy with being a cis male so silver lining I suppose

>>81880890 (OP)
How old are you now? My mortality crisis is baseline severe, esp cause I drink too much.
I should really marry my GF or kms before it goes too far.