I have a constant fantasy of quitting my boring mediocre job, and just living like a vagrant and bumming across the country. I want to just travel from place to place taking the bus, sleeping in cheap Airbnbs and hotels. Going to the beach and daydrinking. Letting my curiosity run wild and exploring everywhere I feel called to. I hate the monotony of life.
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Yeah I do recognize that a lot of it idealism. Still, the urge is so strong its hard to get invested in my actual life sometimes. I dont care about any of the things that were sold to us anymore. Getting a great job, buying the big house, starting the family - I just dont feel it deep inside.
Im almost 30 now and I feel very lost. I really just want to find visually striking places, document my journey, and feel a sense of ultimate youth and freedom. Im not under an illusion that it be the adventure of a lifetime or that id have all these unbelievable stories, but im at the point in life where reality feels like a sandbox and im out of objectives. The natural urge is to just dick around and see whats out there.
Yeah I do recognize that a lot of it idealism. Still, the urge is so strong its hard to get invested in my actual life sometimes. I dont care about any of the things that were sold to us anymore. Getting a great job, buying the big house, starting the family - I just dont feel it deep inside.
Im almost 30 now and I feel very lost. I really just want to find visually striking places, document my journey, and feel a sense of ultimate youth and freedom. Im not under an illusion that it be the adventure of a lifetime or that id have all these unbelievable stories, but im at the point in life where reality feels like a sandbox and im out of objectives. The natural urge is to just dick around and see whats out there.
