How do I maintain my motivation to not jerk off? I have some fucked up fetishes that make me feel awful for indulging in. But then I can barely see any reason to really be alive, so I guess it's hard to justify denying myself a small pleasure. What do?
>>81892185 (OP)Jerk off but focus on the carnal pleasure itself rather than on the fucked up shit
>>81892201I've tried that. I cave fast. My only minor success was abstaining. I can make it a couple weeks but I always seem to cave eventually.
>>81892185 (OP)Having fucked up sexual fantasies is part an parcel of being an incel. Cut the chatter out, wank away and don't prey on kids.