>>81893743 (OP)I don't know, man. I'm an incel. Recently got tinnitus, which I learned from tests might be because of a tumor. I'm broke. Don't have a job. Couldn't finish my master's degree, because I faceplanted right at the end. Everything just kinda sucks on paper. But I also went through a lot of mental issues in the past, which required psychiatric treatment and therapy. I used to cut myself. I used to be suicidal and at the brink of going through with it. Disappointment and failure have been the two constants in my life. And yet I feel like going through all of it made me more resilient. I just take whatever happens to me with acceptance. I have no desire to kill or harm myself. Whatever happens, happens.