Thread 81893743 - /r9k/ [Archived: 219 hours ago]

Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:09:57 PM No.81893743
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What drives you to do anything, knowing that you're going to die alone?
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An0nymous
7/20/2025, 3:11:41 PM No.81893750
>>81893743 (OP)
>What drives you to do anything
Nothing, I'm waiting for death
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:12:45 PM No.81893759
>>81893743 (OP)
>What drives you to do anything
i don't want to be homeless
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:15:03 PM No.81893782
>>81893743 (OP)
I've been asking myself that a lot lately. I don't know
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:15:14 PM No.81893786
>>81893743 (OP)
The slim, almost non existant hope that I won't.
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:17:58 PM No.81893806
>>81893743 (OP)
I just like being alone most of the times so I don't care. I also wasn't born rich enough to afford to not do anything, tho I'm now working on enriching myself to reach that level.
>you're going to die alone?
Vast majority of people die alone. My grandma had a husband and two kids. Her husband died and now she gets maybe 2 visits a week from me and her two daughters. She's extremely likely to die alone.
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:18:02 PM No.81893807
>>81893743 (OP)
I want to spend my limited time on this planet accumulating as much wealth as possible
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:23:08 PM No.81893850
>>81893743 (OP)
I don't know, man. I'm an incel. Recently got tinnitus, which I learned from tests might be because of a tumor. I'm broke. Don't have a job. Couldn't finish my master's degree, because I faceplanted right at the end. Everything just kinda sucks on paper. But I also went through a lot of mental issues in the past, which required psychiatric treatment and therapy. I used to cut myself. I used to be suicidal and at the brink of going through with it. Disappointment and failure have been the two constants in my life. And yet I feel like going through all of it made me more resilient. I just take whatever happens to me with acceptance. I have no desire to kill or harm myself. Whatever happens, happens.
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:27:58 PM No.81893890
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>>81893743 (OP)
>What drives you to do anything
Nothing? I don't really do anything.
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:29:07 PM No.81893898
>>81893850
> which I learned from tests might be because of a tumor.
I had tinnitus too and it was just a bunch of earwax I had pushed into my ear with my earbuds. This is the most common cause of it. Have you tried cleaning your ears? There are ointments you can get for that. That worked for me, tho it took 1-2 days for the tinnitus to go away after removing the wax.
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Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:31:07 PM No.81893911
>>81893743 (OP)
Nothing really. I'm just kicked into motion by various external factors and I do things but my heart just isn't in most of it. I've tried to find other things that would make my life more fulfilling but it's almost always a pointless endeavor. Any sense of fulfillment is fleeting. I just feel so lonely all of the time.
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:32:23 PM No.81893921
>>81893898
No, it's not that. I went to a few doctors, they had a look, and for the time being there are some worrying signs that it could be a tumor, or it's just regular hearing loss. I'll have a few more extensive tests done soon.
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 3:47:35 PM No.81894047
>>81893743 (OP)
>What drives you to do anything, knowing that you're going to die alone?
Nothing.
Wage-cucking is pointless. Being pussy-free, irrespective of wage-cucking, is pointless.
I have known for years that I will die alone. Such is the life of an only child, 'last survivor' of a family, and an incel. It is what it is.
>>81893750
FPBP
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 4:20:57 PM No.81894317
>>81893743 (OP)
Nothing. I just exist, there's no motive for me to think too deeply about it
Hopefully until I'm in my 40s they make some alternative reality like a game or something that you can make your own story like an isekai. It'd be cool to fight dragons and have some pure foid fall for me
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 4:35:58 PM No.81894433
>What drives you to do anything
helping others, I just dont want them to end up like me
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 4:40:03 PM No.81894458
>>81893743 (OP)
>What drives you to do anything
pure whim and spontaneity
Anonymous
7/20/2025, 4:58:40 PM No.81894590
>>81893743 (OP)
Me on the left dog fucking the shit out of her and then me on the right kissing her and giving aftercare.